“Embryology-Astrosophy and Cosmosophy 1” by Bradford Riley

“There are many ways of studying embryology, as with anything else. Rudolf Steiner, for instance, did on one occasion demand that embryology should be considered afresh in conjunction with astronomy. Well, if one considers that on one occasion he did state quite definitely that from the moment of birth every human being bears the constellation of his birth inscribed upon the surface of the cerebrum, the cortex, so that one might say that we are always carrying our birth constellation with us. “Embryology and World Evolution” by Dr. Karl König

Time becomes Space -astronomy becomes biology and biography

“It is a deep source of satisfaction to Michael that through man himself he has succeeded in keeping the world of the stars in direct union with the Divine and Spiritual. For when man, having fulfilled his life between death and a new birth, enters on the way to a new Earth-life, in his descent he seeks to establish a harmony between the course of the stars and his coming life on Earth. In olden times this harmony existed as a matter of course, because the Divine-Spiritual was active in the stars, where human life too had its source. But today, when ‘the course of the stars is only a continuing of the manner in which the Divine-Spiritual worked in the past, this harmony could not exist unless man sought it. Man brings his divine-spiritual portion — which he has preserved from the past — into relation with the stars, which now only bear their divine-spiritual nature within them as an after-working from an earlier time. ” Anthroposophical Leading Thoughts

“The soul that rises with us, our life’s star, hath had elsewhere its setting, and cometh from afar.” William Wordsworth

When does life begin? We, as humanity, as the Tenth Hierarchy wear our human forms, but these forms have been designed. They have not arisen out of arbitrary evolutionary Darwinism.  The arising and unfolding of the human embryo- to fetus- to full grown, carried to term, child or baby has the entire higher worlds planning and design signatures imprinted into it.

Choosing our parents, the stars we need to incarnate, so that we may carry our thoughts and intuitions and our thinking as a guidance and navigation system within us means that we, when we take that first breath, we have a birthday and that birthday and first breath, through our entire lives on Earth, fixes the delicate nerve fibers of the Astral body into the design and unfolding development of the brain as a seed form. This will grow and become our unique thinking, artistic sense, love of certain foods, questing for certain types of people. We are placed within one of Earth’s great language and ethnic and etheric streams and slowly grow up until that inner star constellation we carried with us into the physics of birth becomes integrated and aligned. Then our thoughts and intuitions and insights reveal by our actions and thoughts, our attractions and biographies, that our star map we started life with, is now the substance of how we think and act as unique imprinted stellar beings on Earth.

This deed gives Michael the Arche, the Zeitgeist, our current Time Spirit, great satisfaction. Instead of external astronomy, each individual carries their own unique star configuration with them in their nerve and sense system in their ASTRAL-or star body. The early sensitive construction of our brains and our TWELVE CRANIAL NERVES now illuminate us with a living dynamic, biological map of the stars and capacities we brought with us,  which now lights us up from within.

Rudolf Steiner

“Now you can grasp quite vividly how all that inwardly urges and impels the human being can be quite practically calculated from the planetary relationships.”

“In the cell, even in the ordinary organic cell, the chemical cohesiveness is not stronger than in an ordinarily complicated chemical compound; on the contrary, the chemical affinities become most chaotic in the fertilized germ-cell. The fertilized germ-cell is chaos in relation to what is material, chaos that disintegrates, chaos that really disintegrates. Into this disintegrating chaos pours what I have described to you as the human being, which was formed as I just described (lilac). What is actually physical is then formed, not through the germ itself but through the processes taking place in the mother’s body between the embryo and the environment. What descends from the spiritual world is thus actually placed into the emptiness and is only then permeated with mineral substance. What we have described here is, as you may see, an absolutely transparent process.”

“What he experiences in the passage through the planetary system before birth is, as it were, the polar opposite to this. Something is imparted to the human being that he brings down with him from heaven to earth. Just as he bears out into the soul world something of what is in his astral body, by means of which he lives backward through his earthly life, so he brings with him out of the cosmos something that then permeates his etheric body — something that has to do with his etheric body in the same way as what I have called the astral fruit of the earth has to do with our astral body. What he brings from the cosmos bears the same relationship to his etheric body as what he carries as astral fruit of the earth bears to his astral body.”

“I may therefore say that the human being brings with him from the cosmos the etheric cosmic fruit. This etheric cosmic fruit actually lives on in his etheric body. From the first moment of his birth, the human being has in his etheric body something like a cosmic force impelling him forward, which works through his entire life. Karmic tendencies remaining from the past unite with this cosmic impelling force and are active in it.

“We thus are able to show how perceptibly karma is related to the real human being. While telling ourselves that the human being has a pre-existent life, that he comes down from spiritual heights into earthly physical life and incorporates his I and astral body into his physical body and etheric body, we may also say that the karma he brings with him from his former life on earth incorporates itself into the etheric impelling force that he brings along with him from the influence of the planetary system that preceded his earthly incorporation.

“Now you can grasp quite vividly how all that inwardly urges and impels the human being can be quite practically calculated from the planetary relationships. In this way one can look intimately into what is working in the human being and follow it out of the physical, sense activity into the soul-spiritual world, whence man again carries it down into his physical, bodily existence on earth where it continues to work. These things can be given in all their particulars.”

“In an amazing metaphor, Steiner imagines that a boy is asking what makes a freely mounted magnetized needle move, and a reductionistic scientist explains to him that to find out what makes the compass needle move we must closely examine the compass needle, analyze its components, and figure out what is happening to the compass needle based on its constituents parts. If the boy says, “Look, it always returns to pointing to the north,” he is met with the retort, “We cannot talk about the whole Earth being involved in the needle’s movement, we must look into the needle for the cause.” That is blatantly foolish, of course, as anyone who took elementary school science would know: it is the Earth itself in which we must look for the source of the movement of the needle.” And yet modern biologists insist that the human being develops only in the womb from a tiny germ, and that the universe has no effect on it. Steiner illustrates the interaction of the human embryo to the world of stars and planets surrounding it by drawing a compass needle on top of the embryo in left half of this colored blackboard diagram”

Rudolf Steiner – “They look only at the germ cell. But just as the whole earth is active in a magnetic needle, so the whole universe is active in the creation of the embryo. The part which the human being plays in this is, of course, at an unconscious level.”

“If we take the signs and lay them across the curled up human fetus we get this diagram which now has taken on more meaning as Steiner shows us how the human being is formed out of the universe.”

Rudolf Steiner – “This figure I am drawing really arises from the twelve signs as if of its own accord. We are able to say: There (in the middle) the universe with its stars is more active in the inner human being; there (at the top) the stars act from outside, and there (below) they compress the human being. You can see that the form I have drawn is the human embryo. Basing yourself on the laws of zodiac, you really have to draw the human embryo like this, just as you get a triangle if you draw a figure that encloses 180 degrees. It is therefore immediately apparent that the human embryo is created out of the whole Universe.”

Rudolf Steiner “Cosmosophy” – “he passes through the region of the living thoughts active within him. These are the same thoughts that actually have taken part in building up his organism and that he has brought with him through birth into existence; they represent, in other words, his completed karma.”

“We recognize it as what we have brought with us through our birth from earlier experiences, from experiences lying before birth or conception. For us it becomes something of the spiritual, objectively present, that brings our whole organism together. Pre-existent thought gains objectivity, becomes objectively visible. We can say with an inner grasp that we are woven out of the world of spirit through thought. The subjective thoughts that we add stand in the sphere of our freedom. Those thoughts that we behold there form us, they build up our body from the weaving of thought. They are our past karma. Before we arrive at sense perceptions, therefore, we perceive our past karma.

“When someone in the spiritual world is chosen to go to the Earth with a particular commission to fulfil, how must we picture the procedure? We all go to the Earth either with the injunction or an intention to fulfil the dictates of karma and the resolutions of which we have become aware in the spiritual world to meet those human beings who are truly connected with us by karma. In the spiritual world this is clearly in our ken and we are fully conscious of it. During the actual descent this knowledge is obscured but in the process of disappearing from clear consciousness it becomes an organ-forming power which in the Moon sphere helps to build the earthly body in accordance with spiritual resolutions in which lofty Beings play a part. In the body it now becomes the urge to fulfil destiny, to meet particular individuals, to endure suffering or catastrophes. Whither our body leads us — that is the karma-instinct or Ego-instinct in us.”

“Out there between death and a new birth the will has experienced a spiritual image of the human being; now there arises in it the most vivid longing again to become world. The will spreads out, as it were; it becomes world, it becomes cosmos. By reason of this spreading out it extends even to the vicinity of the stream of nature that is formed through the line of heredity in the succession of generations. What works as will in the spiritual-physical cosmos and begins in the Midnight Hour of Existence to have the longing again to become world already lives in the flow of generations. When we then embody ourselves in the other stream that has the longing to become man, the will has preceded us in becoming world. It lives already in the propagation of the generations into which we then descend. In what we receive from our ancestors the will already lives, the will that wished to become world after the Midnight Hour of Existence. Through what in our thoughts has desired since the Midnight Hour of Existence to become man, we Meet with this will-desiring-to-become-world, which then incorporates itself into what we receive from our ancestors.”

Each person we meet is part of the great puzzle of the stars. The Angels, one level above our humanity, are responsible for one of the greatest mathematical physics inversions where the entire framework of unique, individual human destiny is, with highly advanced time and space co-ordinates, inverted from time and timelessness and brought into sync, with space and human biography.

Centripetal and Centrifugal Physics and the Inversion from Time into Space. Research by    Jaap van der Wal

“Not only a horizontal conception – i.e. the one on the physical, material level of reality of cells, nuclei, biology, of fusion of two gametes – as a central issue happens here, but also a vertical connection or encounter between yond and here, between spirit and matter occurs. The conception that we successfully imitate and manipulate in the artificial reproduction technology is not the actual conception: the events on the biological level are (maybe it is boring, but here it is again) the necessary but not sufficient conditions for a conception on another level. Even in vitro a baby is never made. Conception is a moment, with a theme of linking and connecting. What has been joined in conception will be untied and dissolved in the moment of dying (decomposition).When Someone has passed away, do we say: What remains is the dead body as a remnant, deserted by soul? Conception is an event, an act in reverse: what is separated before is joined, comes together. If this connection or joining succeeds, the actual conception (the fusion of gametes and so on) is rather a consequence than a cause. During a conception a Third Person becomes possible and comes into appearance, not because of, the physical substrate of two other people. (see figure 4) In this view man is not re-producing himself in his/her offspring in the sense of replicating or reproducing himself. A human being is not reproducible, at least when one considers biography as the one and only valid entity of being human (2). We in fact do not reproduce ourselves in our children. “In the very moment that I was you and you were me” (as the poet said), the Other may find the opportunity and conditions to come down, to bind. Not because of conception but thanks to it.”

The math of the stars and all that the individual gathered together to prepare for incarnation, when the moment finally comes, a vast inversion from Time, like a jewel, descends and becomes fixed into space. Our unfolding biographies on Earth, play out, with synchronicity and fields of higher math and coincidence, as the organic sensitive portal of birth that opened, becomes the biological and biographical journey and sequenced unfolding of our Spiritual challenges through life. The starry clock we brought with us from above and the starry clock within our biological biographies are brought into sync.

continues:  Jaap van der Wal

“Do the processes in the embryo go from outside to inside? For example in the second and third week from this outer body a stream of blood and nourishment has to be developed in order to assure the existence of the central body. The first appearance of a heart represents the center of this whole entity at that moment. If not, the center will get loose of its periphery and might die resulting in a miscarriage. A dangerous threshold has to be taken between the second and third week: the embryo comes from a more peripheral existence (yond) to an existence in the center (here). It so to speak comes more to earth. It is incarnating deeper into the body. Is the whole of embryonic development a process of incarnation, an en-velopment? This duality in prenatal existence, this two-bodiness has to be taken seriously. Our envelopments (the peripheral body, the membranes and placenta) are not supplements or appendices like regular embryologists and gynecologists apparently want us to believe! The dynamics of the embryo show us that the central body is coming forth out of the peripheral body. It emancipates from it in a process of gaining independency (autonomy). Then at birth a kind of untying process takes place and a human being comes to appearance by a kind of dying process, dying out of his self. The whole prenatal development process also bears the signature of coming to earth, of emancipating from a peripheral (spiritual?) dimension.”

Our stars alight within our ripening TWELVE CRANIAL NERVES and lo and behold we have a unique face, thought and configuration that has been impressed into our tiny seed germ. Each human birth is a VIRGIN BIRTH because the configuration of the Soul that will arise from the new strain of heredity, will bring about an absolute unique individual, that only with the most sensitive eye, can we detect, behind the human face, the vague outlines of our previous incarnations. Therefore the unique opportunity and soul configuration and biography we are given is an absolute VIRGIN BIRTH. For these sets of unique forces and concentration of stars and earthly parents, destiny and life are absolutely new collaborations between Heaven and Earth.

“Astrologers believe that the ‘rising sign’ (the sign coming up over the horizon at the moment of birth) and the rising planet are of basic importance in governing the subject’s temperament. (Michel) Gauquelin’s computer analysis seemed to show that three other positions were equally important: directly overhead, sinking below the horizon, and directly underfoot — the four quarters of the heavens, as it were. The findings were perfectly clear. Sportsmen tended to be born when Mars was in one of these critical positions, actors when Jupiter was there, and scientists (and doctors) when Saturn was there. Eysenck (1979) states: ‘The results were extremely clear-cut and so significant statistically that there is no question whatsoever that the effects were not produced by chance.’ But Eysenck, like (Michel) Gauquelin, is careful to state that he does not consider these results ‘prove’ astrology; rather, he says, they should be regarded as the possible foundation of a new science of astrobiology.”

The human being has and carries the germinal forces of the design codes of being a human being because great waves of cosmic creation and higher beings have mid-wifed the form and structure and integration of the whole complex system. So that when the moment arises for the possibility of a Spiritual Being of the rank of the Tenth Hierarchy to descend to incarnation, there is, once the potential destiny map and karmic Time-Line has been sketched – and sketching here, with our higher friends and Angels, is something very different than we imagine.

Eteched instead of sketched into the ethers, into Time itself, each human spirit presents a question to the stars and heavens that we tend to mock and materialize, but this unseen community of lofty beings above our Tenth Hierarchy status, create the arrangements and negotiations, the math and the hour, the moment where our map of cosmic destiny and our place as Time Beings can be inserted back into the Spacial world (see link).

“If a child were born while the Moon was rising, his life would be resplendent, long, and happy. if a child were born while Mars was rising, he would be sickly and soon die. if two planets wielded their influence simultaneously, the rising planet operated with greater force. Thus, if Jupiter were rising and Venus setting at birth, a man would have luck in later life, but would abandon his wife. If Venus were rising and Jupiter setting, the man would be ruled by his wife.

“…once the seven planets had been discovered, the number seven became sacred. Babylonian observatories were made seven stories high; state documents were sealed with seven seals. There were seven colors, seven musical notes, seven parts of the body; human lives were supposed to consist of seven-year periods. In the sky, Orion and the two Bears had seven stars; the Pleiades were called the Seven Sisters, though with the best will in the world only six tiny dots of light could be distinguished. The week was given seven days, awkward as this unit was. And each day was named after and presumably dominated by a single planet. To this day the names of the days retain the system: Sun-day, Moon-day, Tiu/ Mars-day, Woden/Mercury-day, Thor/ Jupiter-day, Freya/Venus-day, Saturn-day. Although the names of our days derive mainly from Norse mythology, the system can be considered a gift from Babylon, reminding us of the eyes of the gods which once governed the days, the hours, and human destinies with their magical glances.”

Our incarnation or insertion into the motion of the ticking biological strata of seasons, plants, animals, locations, languages, capacities and potential possibilities are literally brought into relation and filled with star dynamics which will become our biographies.

And within our biographies, once we have been re-inserted back into the stream of Time, dynamic karmic mark points and intersections with events and other human beings will all be set in motion, long before the tiny little seed germ of the first cells of the embryo begins to tick, tick, tick with the microscopic determination of germination.

Neither Darwin or arbitrary nature built the tiny house that starts to form in the womb. The design codes of the human embryo have a relation to all the many forms of life on Earth because lofty beings, above the Tenth Hierarchy, integrated vast visible communities of beings. The Stones, The Plants, The Insects, The Animals, and Humanity. The Tenth Hierarchy meet lofty design codes that from the Stones to Human beings already have in them higher and more complex integrations of components until they reach the Star Form and Cosmic design codes that are manifested in the planning and structure of a human destiny.

Each Human, as we look at the tiny embryo and fetus, already has within it, and unfolding as a tiny micro-cellular germinal dot, you know the little dot at the end of sentence or a dot.com, that little micro-dot amounts to the beginning of a Life in which the Spiritual Human Being’s question has been answered by the entire lofty region of the stars and the hierarchies, that we fantasize doesn’t exist. But each human embryo is a tiny encircled, micro-zodiac created on the Template of the Stars and the 12 constellations of the heavens. We will uncoil and unroll like a scroll and stand as an upright living human constellation built on the Template of the Stars.

Of course this is no joke! The rude deception of the medical community refuses to IMAGINE exactly what a human being is. Our initial incarnating and specific star and constellation entry point becomes literally our biological brain, nerve and astral-sense coordination and thinking system. The invisible realm where Angelic Beings have performed and mid-wifed these vast physics inversions of Time and Space, from Spirit into biology and matter, with precise programmed potentials using the intimate dynamics and the Template of the Stars and constellations, are Angels.

That is why human thinking has not graduated many humans yet to become Angelic, because as The Tenth Hierarchy we have so far failed to grasp the physics of Time and Space as an insertion portal, a doorway from the higher invisible and advanced worlds into our biological and biographical individualities.

Dr. Karl Konig

“I would like to draw your attention to that very interesting line which Rudolf Steiner calls the “spiritual germ.” The spiritual germ, my friends, is that structural partner of our individual existence which at the moment of fertilization combines with the physical germ. And I may point out that the spiritual germ is not man, not the individuality, nor is it the astral body or the ether body, but that it is the basic form of the physical body of every human being, the basic form of the physical body. That is of course closely connected with Karma, for whether I have blond hair or black, green eyes or blue, broad or narrow shoulders—that depends a little on heredity, but it also depends on my personality. Here the two heredities meet,my spiritual one, which I bring with me, and the other, which I receive through the Angel from my parents.

“Now things really begin to get complicated. What is the spiritual germ? My friends, the spiritual germ is a form of infinite magnitude. The spiritual germ is as big as the universe itself, to begin with. And this spiritual germ is born, given form and shape and structure, by myself, i.e. by what remains when I have gone through the gate of death, after the review of the past life, when I have passed through the Kamaloka, when I have gone through the lower Devachan. What then remains as
eternal individuality, that begins, at about the midnight hour between death and new birth, to weave the spirit germ. All the hierarchies, says Rudolf Steiner, all the souls which we met in our past lives and those which we shall meet, take part in this process. They weave our form but—and some won’t like this—this form is supra-individual, it is nothing but the human form per se. If there were nothing beyond the spiritual germ, we should all be so much alike. But that is not the case.

“This spiritual germ—and perhaps I may indicate this—then combines with our eternal individuality and with an astral body in the Moon sphere. There, ego, astral body and spiritual germ are present. From out there, too, we then try to bring our parents together, to influence them to give us the prescribed constellation. Then, at the moment when fertilization occurs, the spiritual germ drops down and in its human form—you know what I mean—combines with the physical germ. Now two have come together, the spiritual germ and the physical germ. But a vacuum has appeared where the spiritual germ was before, and into this vacuum enter forces which become the ether body, and it is this ether body which then gives its individual stamp to the universal form of the spiritual germ of man, and brings out the Karma which belongs to us.

“These three, the ego, the astral body and the ether body, are those which then descend on the seventeenth day. But by that day the development must be such that a house is prepared for the three, so that they may move in.”

We have utterly failed and rudely dismissed the human being as built on the Template of the Stars and arrogantly refuse to consider that Masters of physics, karma, astronomy, time and space use the Template of the Stars for the creation of every human being.

These Masters do not use the stars to road test Warp Drive in Space, these Masters are Warp Drive. They don’t need souped up hyper-space vessels to transit and co-ordinate how each of us will squeeze into our life times, the karmic lessons, and free potentials we might discover in our incarnations. Just as the visible world is rooted in the invisible, the Templates for both nature and humanity, are seen in the vast geometry and design codes of nature. But the Angelic community integrate, along with loftier beings still, not merely when we can be re-inserted into Space and Time, but that we carry the co-ordination of groups of people we would need to meet and encounter and each of these had also to be coordinated as well. All of us, each with our own destinies and our own biographies and biology, just so we might fall in love, meet those special people who shape our lives and in turn carry the whole complex assembly of humanity and spiritual striving forward until such a time that we understand and respect this vast starry Template of the Constellations and ween ourselves from the narrow materialistic vision we hold of embryology and reproduction.

“…the number of days, 260, that a woman is pregnant and the number of days, 260, between the time Venus rises as the Evening Star, and then reappears as the Morning Star. This is slightly shorter than the time Western medicine gives for a pregnancy. The Mayan reckoning is from the time of conception, while the western medical estimate is from the time of the last menstrual period. There are 9 lunar synods of approximately 29 days in a 260 day period, which would correspond with the nine menstrual cycles of a fertile woman.”

The FEMALE HUMAN BEING, the Mothering Gateway, links the internal substance of the Starry Beings to the Female Portal. Every Woman is designed and has volunteered prior to incarnation, to carry the honor of representing LOVE and the HIGHEST PHYSICS of the Soul and Spirit, by choosing Womanhood. Women, while in the starry region before incarnation, were so illuminated by Angelic Love and Wisdom from within, that they sought the roots of the mystery of Love and the Starry forces of the Angels to be directly linked, literally linked, to the roots of their anatomy. To gain further insight into the Mystery of Womanhood and the ART OF BEING A WOMAN, [CLICK THIS LINK].

A tiny dot is the beginning of a vast biographical book, that a REAL Human Spirit, will start to write, and slowly crawl, stand, speak and begin to walk through a biography that has been designed to have startling star intersections, destiny contact points, EVENTS which are the offerings of the great community of beings to humanity.

It is an altar on which the tiny DOT is placed and the preparations for the unfolding of our little, seemingly insignificant lives, have very, very rarely been sketched to include the vast workings of who made the forms, the standard assembly line model of the human embryo, what type of codes and standard designs does it include and how does our Freedom and our Biography and the karmic shape of our lives have significance for the entire cosmic process?

“A biography takes shape in time as it unfolds between birth and death. The resulting shape is not an object to be discerned with the senses. It develops over time and arises from the qualities of time – past, present and future. A biography can only be seen inwardly as the panorama of a life if we concentrate on crystallizing out the sequence of experiences and events. From prenatal obscurity every individual brings gifts that may hinder or help. Through a series of metamorphoses governed by specific laws, physical organs as well as mental and spiritual faculties are developed as these gifts interact with external circumstances and events. Capabilities can be used to shape one’s sphere of life and to realize ideals and aims. Every human biography is unique since the variety of given and added inner and outer possibilities is so enormous that no life is the same. Yet every biography is founded on a generally valid human blueprint that is modified by personal and suprapersonal influences.”

Firstly current materialistic science gives no inclusion of an Etheric body complex. We get that there is a lymphatic and an endocrine system but the invisible etheric system that sustains LIFE and FORM are rigidly dismissed by materialism because we have failed to see it or open our eyes to study and include it as a legitimate part of the invisible system of being a Living Human Being. This is a stumbling block and a grotesque error perpetuated and rigidly adhered to by the dogmas of materialistic science.

Yet we know now through the 20th and 21st century that in every standard Near Death Experience or NDE, just before permanently leaving the body at death,sometimes a quick etheric LIFE TABLEAU is unfolded if the human spirit is called back from the brink of death. Many have a standard memory of hovering outside of their dead body on the operating table and hearing, seeing and comprehending but unable to communicate to the great detached medical science community the fact that they left and re-entered their bodies and at the hospital this was understood as their deaths. Yet it was the Spirit, the I AM, the astral body and our etheric body that either re-entered or left. If the I AM, the Astral and Etheric body re-entered the body, than we have very clear grasp of what medical science continues to side-step and dismiss as an NDE.

On the other hand, as a sadistic side note, Water-boarding and certain types of torture deliberately bring the human being to the brink of suffocation and death. A game of terror, life and fear with torturing and Near Death Experiences are deliberate occult intrusions that the psychology of torture and the sadistic human intent wish to push the human being through this threshold and bring them back again quickly, over and over again because cryptic snatches of future vision can be robbed and recorded by the torturers in rapid succession.

In these sadistic cryptic visions, ripped away, by tearing the etheric from the physical, flashes of near death future visions become property of sadistic men instead of the clarity of religious, medical and scientific fact. Studying Near Death Experiences or NDE are classified and part of the military arm of preventing standard insights into the invisible workings of our I AM, our etheric bodies and our astral bodies from becoming the common knowledge of the invisible aspects of the real structure of our human design. Access Denied!

Secondly there is no inclusion of what the Angels have worked so hard to create and what we carry with us, our astral bodies, but we say, oh golly gee, we have a nervous system. However we care not to consider that an entire complex history of Angels had to struggle with everything we glibly call the Stars and the organized system of the stars and planets in order to bring this complex design system into what is known as our TWELVE cranial nerves.

So that the map, capacities, nervous system,(aka-ASTRAL BODY) would carry the stamp and the impress, etched into the tiny embryonic dot, the entire etched potential, the entire integrated karma and destiny which we and the world carry into life as the hope and hopes of every divine seed, who shall grow into a mighty oak, are never considered from the aspect of the Angels, one stage above humanity. That would require human courage and insight into the Michael School.

Jaap van der Wal

“I may also read behavior in living organisms from its form and shape, from its Gestalt, from its continuously changing morphological appearance. An organism is shown to us as a unity of shape, function and environment, continuously changing in time. The rose in the vase is not the rose. I have to include time into my image of the rose: out of seed to plant, to knob and flower, to withering, etc. Far before it comes to acting outwardly, to performing so to speak, the organism already shows behavior in a morphological sense; it exhibits behavior by means of its forms, bodily organization and its shape. In this way a birch or an oak tree exhibit behavior. They behave themselves as a birch or an oak in the shape of their appearance. To perceive and to understand the organism I could describe its behavior in the widest sense of the word. Form, shape, and appearance is a fundamental way that the organism expresses its essence of being. Describing and studying the shape of appearance gives me insight about the nature or essence of the living being or organism as it expresses itself by these behaviors of growth and shape. It might help me to apprehend the birch and the oak tree. Apprehension however is not the same as explaining the organism. The latter brings me to the forms and shapes as causes, the former considers such factors as conditions. Explaining as causal interpretation for instance is the main aim of contemporary embryology: How might we explain the causes regarding the shape and the appearance of the embryo?

And such a theory of etheric life insights as the acorn and the mighty oak are nothing compared to the complex math, and biographical model, in which our lives and destinies unfold while we wear a human form that has been designed by whole cosmic histories of beings which we glibly exclude so we can pretend all THIS has been some sort of accident.

We pretend for the sake of materialistic science that all this that we experience as life and our lives and our destinies are just hap-hazard arbitrary, accidental events. We are born and arrive into a vast chaotic complex of forms and life and we wend our way never, hardly ever, do we come face to face with the facts that nothing about this world or events that will befall us through life, from the simplest losing a tooth to discovering the love of our lives, none of it is arbitrary or accidental. Dynamic, sychronistic, karmic events laced with destiny and biography and choices, this way or that, are far more delicate, in depth and meaning, than we ever give credit to, yet they are the events that change the inner core of our thinking and our lives in every instance.

It certainly may be sychronistic, Time determined and rich with the hopes, plans and potentials that we carry for the whole cosmos, but we are not taught to study patterns of coincidence or trace the miracle of the structure of the human form and all that we are as The Tenth Hierarchy and all those beings who have helped shape us and the range of forms that carry crystal, plant, animal and us through the complex physical, etheric, astral and the absolute immortal Time Leaper, Time voyaging, reincarnating, I AM in our core. These things we neatly and without our undying shame, dismiss. The mechanics of life are fine, but the mechanics are not the makers of the brand we call Human or what we call Earth.

We fail to grasp the Star Patterns above and feel their intimacy in our nervous systems, our biographies and the impacts of our destiny events as connected to the unfolding perfection and unique system that starts in the embryo when a Human Spiritual Being has once more embarked on the journey to re-enter time.

The planning and the hopes and the question that has been vouched by the cosmos to create such an opportunity, which our response currently is the ever ready sarcastic WHATEVER, demolishes in an instant, the entire invisible community of beings that have created the math, the music of the spheres, the Etheric Body, the Astral Body and the loftiest beings who have bestowed us with a cognitive I AM above the animals. We are forced to study a shattered heap of genetic and chromosome atom and molecular sexual substance held together by duct tape. We kneel and study the chimera we call the human embryo and then we begin to arbitrarily and abstractly meddle with the design codes.

A chimera is an animal that has two or more different populations of genetically distinct cells that originated in different zygotes involved with sexual reproduction; if the different cells emerged from the same zygote, it is called a mosaicism. Chimeras are formed from four parent cells (two fertilized eggs or early embryos fused together). Each population of cells keeps its own character and the resulting animal is a mixture of tissues. Chimeras are typically seen in non-human zoology, but also discovered to a rare extent in humans.

“This condition is either inherited, or it is acquired through the infusion of allogeneic hematopoietic cells during transplantation or transfusion. In nonidentical twins, chimerism occurs by means of blood-vessel anastomoses. The likelihood of offspring being a chimera is increased if it is created via in vitro fertilization. Chimeras can often breed, but the fertility and type of offspring depends on which cell line gave rise to the ovaries or testes; varying degrees of intersexuality may result if one set of cells is genetically female and another genetically male.”


I am not yet born; O hear me.
Let not the bloodsucking bat or the rat or the stoat or the club-footed ghoul come near me.

I am not yet born, console me.
I fear that the human race may with tall walls wall me, with strong drugs dope me, with wise lies lure me, on black racks rack me, in blood-baths roll me.

I am not yet born; provide me
With water to dandle me, grass to grow for me, trees to talk to me, sky to sing to me, birds and a white light in the back of my mind to guide me.

I am not yet born; forgive me
For the sins that in me the world shall commit, my words when they speak me, my thoughts when they think me, my treason engendered by traitors beyond me, my life when they murder by means of my hands, my death when they live me.

I am not yet born; rehearse me
In the parts I must play and the cues I must take when old men lecture me, bureaucrats hector me, mountains frown at me, lovers laugh at me, the white waves call me to folly and the desert calls me to doom and the beggar refuses my gift and my children curse me.

I am not yet born; O hear me,
Let not the man who is beast or who thinks he is God come near me.

I am not yet born; O fill me
With strength against those who would freeze my humanity, would dragoon me into a lethal automaton, would make me a cog in a machine, a thing with one face, a thing, and against all those who would dissipate my entirety, would blow me like thistledown hither and thither or hither and thither like water held in the hands would spill me.

Let them not make me a stone and let them not spill me.
Otherwise kill me.

Louis Macneice



       How like an angel came I down!
               How bright are all things here!
When first among his works I did appear
       O how their glory me did crown!
The world resembled his eternity,
               In which my soul did walk;
       And ev’ry thing that I did see
               Did with me talk.

Our Angels in childhood

       The skies in their magnificence,
               The lively, lovely air;
Oh how divine, how soft, how sweet, how fair!
       The stars did entertain my sense,
And all the works of God, so bright and pure,
               So rich and great did seem,
       As if they ever must endure
               In my esteem.
       A native health and innocence
               Within my bones did grow,
And while my God did all his glories show,
       I felt a vigour in my sense
That was all spirit. I within did flow
               With seas of life, like wine;
       I nothing in the world did know
               But ’twas divine.
       Harsh ragged objects were conceal’d,
               Oppressions tears and cries,
Sins, griefs, complaints, dissensions, weeping eyes
       Were hid, and only things reveal’d
Which heav’nly spirits, and the angels prize.
               The state of innocence
       And bliss, not trades and poverties,
               Did fill my sense.
       The streets were pav’d with golden stones,
               The boys and girls were mine,
Oh how did all their lovely faces shine!
       The sons of men were holy ones,
In joy and beauty they appear’d to me,
               And every thing which here I found,
       While like an angel I did see,
               Adorn’d the ground.
       Rich diamond and pearl and gold
               In ev’ry place was seen;
Rare splendours, yellow, blue, red, white and green,
       Mine eyes did everywhere behold.
Great wonders cloth’d with glory did appear,
               Amazement was my bliss,
       That and my wealth was ev’ry where:
               No joy to this!
       Curs’d and devis’d proprieties,
               With envy, avarice
And fraud, those fiends that spoil even Paradise,
       Flew from the splendour of mine eyes,
And so did hedges, ditches, limits, bounds,
               I dream’d not aught of those,
       But wander’d over all men’s grounds,
               And found repose.
       Proprieties themselves were mine,
               And hedges ornaments;
Walls, boxes, coffers, and their rich contents
       Did not divide my joys, but all combine.
Clothes, ribbons, jewels, laces, I esteem’d
               My joys by others worn:
       For me they all to wear them seem’d
               When I was born.

“Copernicus revolutionizes our picture of the universe and sees the Sun at the center and the planets all round. And the three Italians, Aldrovandi, Eustacchi and Fallopio, they now look into another aspect of the cosmos and begin to experience wonders there.”Dr. Karl König

Willi Sucher

During my studies at the Goetheanum I had the great good fortune of meeting Willi Sucher and having a long and wonderful conversation with him. As a member of the Michael School Willi, who had met Rudolf Steiner, created for me a link and connection to those who have contributed and built so much insight that I am honored to keep some of their immense contributions alive in my own thinking.

One of the keys to a new understanding of Astrosophy was not only the birth chart, “what sign are you?” that rather drab convenient pick-up line when you meet someone, but Willi Sucher and Rudolf Steiner and the School of Spiritual Science, studied in depth, not only the karmic substance of what brings a human being into birth, but also when a human being leaves his incarnation, either abruptly or through the full length of our long biographies on Earth, dies. In other words the Timepiece and Template of the fully conscious universe we inhabit, has an imprint of our stars when we exit Earth at death or our death charts. It was Willi Sucher who began researching the exit point, where we return back to the stars again, we take the continuum and summation of our lives, as an imprinted record, out through the great timepiece of the stars, as our death charts. (Sucher’s Works CLICK LINK)

“Willi Sucher strove to understand the full extent of humanity’s relationships to the stars: as individuals, as nations, as human evolution in the widest sense. The “lightning-bolt” that galvanized his intense interest in developing a new vision of the human being’s modern relationship to the stars was a statement by Rudolf Steiner that the asterogram at one’s death is more significant than a birth chart in understanding the significance of an individual life as it affected that individual’s further evolution, as well as the evolution of the cosmos itself. This was a new idea in astrology. Willi combined meticulous mathematical calculations and a fully scientific approach with a personal path of meditation and spiritual development to bring a high level of intuition and inspiration to his work.”

The entire organism of the universe is a living time code and the coordination of the stars at our ENTRANCE at birth are the result of the Master physics and math of the Hierarchies themselves. Our deaths are also recorded in the cosmic template through higher spiritual physics, also at our EXIT from life.

Anyone of us who imagines this is all an arbitrary crap shoot called life has miserably failed to think it through, we have failed to grasp how we are never out of the supervision and Macrocosmic system that harvests the precious I Am of each and every single human spirit and replants all our striving and capacities again back through the portal of birth. Death is our reentry back into the spiritual world and we carry the harvest and fruits of what we achieved in life, what we learned, and these are replanted through the portal of birth with an entirely new Virgin configuration stamped with the stars. Of this, by this, and through this, the Arche Michael, our current ZeitGeist and Time spirit maintains the mighty Scales of Balance between the Microcosm and the Macrocosm.

“Due to the war, there was much concern in Great Britain that there were enemy informers among the many refugees. Thus, all German and Austrian men and some women were rounded up as “enemy aliens” to be interned in detention camps around the British Isles. Anticipating this, Willi packed a small case with his most precious tables for working out star positions and other aids he needed to carry on his research. Thus when the police came for him and some others working at the home, he was fully prepared.

“They were first taken to a kind of clearing house at a military barracks at Worcester, then on to a place near Liverpool. Just as his personal belongings were about to be searched for any papers or books for the burn pile, the first man in their group told the inspectors that they had come from a children’s home in which there had been an outbreak of scarlet fever, which was true. Because of this, their group was taken to an isolation unit, and their belongings were sent with them without being inspected. Thus Willi’s research materials were spared. The group was later transferred to a camp on the Isle of Man, in the Irish Sea. Here several anthroposophists found themselves interned together: Dr. Ernst Lehrs and Dr. Karl Konig, the founder of Camphill, among others. Willi would later describe this time as a most fruitful period of research. For 18 months, these individuals were given time to hold a kind of “super college”, as Willi called it. They had long conversations about their studies and research, and practiced giving talks to each other. Since he was a medical doctor, Dr. Konig was released first, in January 1942, and he secured Willi’s release by inviting him to come to work at his home for children in Aberdeen, Scotland.”

Embryology and World Evolution Author: Dr. Karl König

“Now if we ask ourselves: “Which year was embryology born?” one can say that embryology was born between 1522 and 1524. The historians among you will know that that was the time of Luther, of Charles V, the time of Paracelsus, of Nicolaus Cusanus and many others. I will not go further into that. But three Italian scientists were born one after the other in 1522, 1523 and 1524. 1522 Ulisse Aldrovandi, 1523 Gabriele Fallopio, 1524 Bartolommeo Eustacchi. That is most interesting, for basically these three personalities became the founders of human and animal embryology. Aldrovandi was the first to do something which we now consider pretty obvious, for he took a look by opening the shell of a hen’s egg to see how a chick embryo is actually formed and developed. And he noticed that there is no tiny chick in there, but there are very strange, unknown forms which develop gradually from a germ which appears almost chaotic. That was a tremendous step forward in observation; it was not yet an experiment, but it was an observation.

Fallopio, who was born a year later, investigated the human embryo, and he found out that after birth there is a placenta, that the embryo is enveloped in the membranes, and that somehow or other—he did not quite find out how—the blood vessels of the developing child are connected with the placenta and the membranes. That is the second discovery.

“And Eustacchi was particularly interested in the mouth region and studied animal embryos to see how the teeth develop. And bit by bit he found out. Historically you can therefore see first of all this: Copernicus revolutionizes our picture of the universe and sees the Sun at the center and the planets all round. And the three Italians, Aldrovandi, Eustacchi and Fallopio, they now look into another aspect of the cosmos and begin to experience wonders there. My friends, one should write a book about this some time, for hidden behind this lie other facts which may be mentioned here—since we are all friends coming together so to speak in the name of Rudolf Steiner. Firstly there is this: It happened because just then, in the ‘20s of the sixteenth century, the Archangel Gabriel entered his reign. With that begins the history of embryology.

“It was Gabriel who announced the birth of the Christ child. And in spiritual history we have a link here. But there is also something else behind this, and that is the following. Fallopio is just as well known to anatomists as Eustacchi, because their names have been given to anatomical organs which they discovered. Fallopio discovered the female tube, that passage which leads from the cavity of the uterus to a point near the ovary. And Eustacchi is well known because he discovered another passage—I did already say that he was particularly interested in the mouth—which leads from the throat up to the ear.

“And if you look at the human being, dear friends, and see—here is the throat (Fig. 1) and the ear trumpet, i.e. the Eustachian tube goes up there, then it leads here to the inner ear and to the middle ear, and the throat continues here. If you look down, into the female organization, then you find here the Fallopian tube, here the uterus and the vagina, and here you find the ovary, just as there you find the ear.”

“…something which we should never lose sight of when studying embryology. That to hear and to conceive—speech and development—are basically the same process, for in the beginning there was the word. The word, which creates our human word, and the word which has created our human germ.In the Mysteries at Ephesus they taught this, which I have just said, in another form—much more pictorially and directly, much more spiritually—for there it was said: Speak, man, and through yourself you reveal the coming into being of the world. The coming into being of the world which also is revealed in the coming into being of the embryo, the coming into being of the world which also finds revelation when the human being is speaking.”

The problem with the study of Form, and the Spirits of Form and how to behold the structure of the human being as a Master work of the Spirits of form, are the basic anatomical problems when you wish to reveal certain dual or mirrored set of anatomical features that reveal in their whole placement and split between left side and right side, upper and lower, two ears and two eyes and two halves of the brain and two hands and two legs and two Eustachian tubes that connect to two ears and two sides of the internal unseen Fallopian tubes that in a formative manner match the upper Eustachian tubes, we get a chance to break down and grasp the wholeness in the parts.

As a Waldorf teacher I brought the ideas of reproduction and the structure of forms to my classes when we approached the study of reproduction at the Seventh Grade. Now to grasp the Imagination of the human form I had first encountered Karl konig’s indications and bringing about an experience of how the lower womb and uterus works, required me to grasp the Bell Pepper and just how hollow spaces are created in the etheric and vegetable kingdom via an Astral force that reveals an interior replication of an anatomical womb where, within this hollow space a living human being would begin forming in under the lower female abdomen.

I bring a small sampling of some of the sketches that my Waldorf class made when we put Eustachian tubes and Fallopian tubes together. The magical ingredients to bringing the model of reproduction together in a living way, was the word that connected the Fallopian and Eustachian tubes, and that was CONCEPTION. We studied how thoughts and ideas travel from our Ears into our understanding and we begin to give birth or to conceive light invigorated IDEAS.

“There are certain eye diseases which affect men only, e.g. color blindness, but quite a few other things as well, for this very reason that the eye is specifically male and the ear very much a female organ.”

We made models of each of the class members both Ears, both sides of their heads.Embryology 1 study Ear study These models, when placed together, these Ear models, formed not only a unique study of the Ear, but the Ear as a shell and as both Ears faced outward to capture the concepts of the world, if we brought the right and left ears together, a tiny womb, a tiny embryonic fallopian system was revealed when the two Ear models were brought together.

From the upper region of Conception we could then begin to see how in the closed and hollow system inside the female womb, the Cosmos and Conception and the Idea of the embryo took shape, in the same way a Bell Pepper is hollow on the inside with various umbilical like structures. The class saw how the models of their own Ears formed two sides of their heads out into the world and the little models of their Ears were individualized WORLD WOMBS built for the human spirit to grasp Percepts and see and give birth to Concepts and ideas through a fertilization process of listening with our Ears.

Now the off shoot of some of this brought the class into relation with Just how Athene was given birth, fully formed, the fully formed Warrioress of Thought, Athene, who guides the cunning Odysseus through the trials of the Odyssey, Athene who sprang fully formed as a Michael Concept, as the female Michael Form from Greece, the foundation of Freedom and the basis of the Parthenon of Greece, Athene sprang fully formed out of Zeus’ head in an act of COSMIC CONCEPTION based on the full forming and potent capacities of Zeus, finding the IDEAS realm of the entire cosmos, take shape in the womb of Zeus’ head. Between his two ears, splits forth in an agonizing birth pang, a splitting headache, the full cohesive form of Athene now springs, as the spear of LIVING INTUITION as spiritual fact.

The humble WORD heard by the Disciples and St. John. He that from His lips, He who was in the Beginning THE WORD, The Logos, He from whom all the manifold beings of creation had sprung and appeared in living formative life before our astonished eyes had consummated our contract with our brothers and sisters of the Hierarchies through His deed on Golgotha. He who is the master of the Template of the Constellations and through his incarnation is now the Lord of the physics of human karma, is the same secret and hidden word that through the Fallopian tubes, created THE TEMPLATE of the zodiacal embryo and interior chamber where the secret wonder and Image of the Heavens would be nested. Our I AM re-enters the cycle of Time integration based on the biological unfolding and integration of gestation, and enters the portal of birth and emerges as a Word Bearer, with two ears, already designed to have CONCEPTION and fertilization take place in the Temple of the heart and the secret chamber of the mind’s eye.

Dr. Karl König (pg 26) – “…and I am quoting Rudolf Steiner—had had to take refuge on the surrounding planets because they found no bodies to inhabit on the Earth. Anyone who has looked down a microscope and seen the sperm cells swarm (Laurie Anderson) towards the ovum cannot help seeing in that a picture of what once happened on the spiritual, psychic and physical level when hundreds of thousands of souls streamed back again to the Earth. And now, with fertilization, we have got to the beginning of embryonic development proper. Do you see what I mean? It begins only now. The preformationists are convinced that now, when the two come together and fuse, everything that will be needed is there already. Rudolf Steiner has told us otherwise. Through him we know that at that moment, when the sperm enters the ovum, the whole becomes a chaos, and that this chaos will only gradually give way to a formed cosmos.”

Dr. Karl König concludes his masterful contribution to the Michael School of the Cosmic Symphony of Incarnation

“My friends, everything that happens up to the seventeenth day does so solely and entirely through the interplay between the physical germ provided by the parents and that entity which following the description given by Rudolf Steiner I called the spiritual germ. That spiritual germ is really nothing but the archetype of the human form.This archetype of the human form, if you recall, comes into being in the midnight hour between death and rebirth, when it is woven around the central point of the individuality preparing for incarnation.

“The hierarchies, the human soul linked to that individuality, angels and archangels—these start to weave, reaching right across the whole universe, weaving the destiny of the individual, as into a mighty tapestry, a carpet of life and of karma, weaving the spiritual germ. Coming from the all-embracing vastness of the universe, getting smaller and smaller as it passes through the spheres of the planets, gathering itself through Saturn, Sun, Mercury and Venus, arrayed in astral body and spiritual germ, the Ego, or I, enters into the sphere of the Moon. And there, at the moment of physical fertilization, the spiritual germ drops away from astral body and ego. This creates a vacuum and causes another group of beings, the original Teachers of mankind who dwell on the Moon, to weave an ether-body for this human being, putting it together from light and warmth, sound and life.

“We may now visualize the following: Down there on earth, in the mother’s womb, the spiritual and the physical germs are interacting. The constellation of the spiritual germ is such that it bears within itself the image not of the individual, but of the human form generally. This image is implanted in the physical germ as a spiritually physical form, i.e. not materially, but physically woven from spiritual substance. That occurs within the maternal organization, and the earthly substances together with the heavenly substance of Man now recapitulate the genesis of man’s coming into being on earth. At the same time when this is happening in the uterus, the Moon organ of woman, another process goes on in the Moon sphere of the universe: With the help of the colony of Teachers on the Moon, the ether-body, I and astral body are brought together during those holy seventeen days—for that we may call them—of our existence, those days that are like a grand overture at the beginning of every life that comes into being on earth.

“And at the moment when the sixth day of creation has been reached in that recapitulation and the call is heard: “Let us make man,” at that moment the human being itself, fashioned from the I, the astral body and etheric body, comes down to earth.

“The whole of the embryonic development following upon this stage is nothing less than a recapitulation of the whole of Atlantean development. And when the trumpet blasts of the birth pangs sound, then the child is born as the new Ark, on the waters which flow from the mother. Every newborn child is basically an ark. In it, man may once more take hold of himself in his becoming. That is basically how one should look at it. I have the impression that this establishes a certain span of time for what we call ontogeny and phytogeny. We see the Fall, we see the end of Lemuria, we see all the Atlantean periods with their early races. But actually, what Noah did and what happened with the Flood, that actually happens all over again with every human birth.

“And the astral body, a body of the stars, spread out to begin with over the whole cosmos, then inhaled as it descended, growing smaller, is now beginning to experience, in the rhythms, how it is to have a sense of time; not today and tomorrow, nor year and day, but the basic function that goes through all we know as time: rhythm. As the amniotic fluid comes into being and goes again, as the waters flow all around the embryo, as within, in the brain and spinal cord, the fluid ebbs and flows—it is not the water, but its rhythm through which the astral body enters into the process of time. And then, my friends, reflecting the experience of space from the ether-body and the experience of time from the astral body, the ego, the I, gradually awakens to the lessons in the school of earth that the universe has devised for it.

“For now you can see, in various places in the human form, the Ram, the Bull, the Twins, the Crab, the Lion, the Virgin, the Balance, the Scorpion, the Archer, the He-Goat, the Waterman and the Fishes. The I has to experience more and other things.”

And the Arche Michael, the magnificent Time-Spirit and ZeitGeist of our age along with the Etheric Christ keep the portal of the stars and the work of the Hierarchies grounded in humanity. The Angels above us, the Ninth Hierarchy preserve the great Template of the Stars for us.

All of the Hierarchies wait in cosmic devotion, that humanity will awaken to their true destiny, find in the human spirit the cognition and the will and return with the bountiful fruits of their and our shared highest strivings. Which is to lift creation up together and carry the stone, plant, insect, animal and human family to their next plateau of cosmic evolution. This is the Task for all of us in the struggling complexities of the Tenth Hierarchy.

3 weeks in begins the Incarnation of the unique human being. See youtube commentary.
ADDENDUM 2 “Every Thing You Wanted To Know About Sex but were Afraid to Ask” Woody Allen
The full narrative study of BIRTH from our good friend  
Jaap van der Wal, PhD, MD (Click Link) is something one should leap for joy to have at our disposal. We have hardly any idea how courageous and wonderfully concise such insights are. They are no-where to be found in the repertoire of other so called ‘medical professionals’. If you want to know the reason society is a mess, it is because from the very outset we don’t include the spirit of the unborn child. That is the source of humanities full social woes. (Click Link)

The wonderful songs (Click Link) “On the Day that you were born the Angels got together and decided to create a dream come true.

And the song – The Angels must have made you, made you, so loving warm and true. (Click Link)


Listen to the question, the final question George Harrison of the Beatles raises in his final interview. (CLICK LINK). The question of the incarnation and ex-carnation and the science of reincarnation stands in outline before us. The Midnight Hour and a magnificent timepiece of the science of how we go up to the loftiest regions of the spirit, come to a decision on re-embodiment, and we find ourselves in our 35th year in our human biographies, not at the science of the Midnight Hour but at 6 p.m. Now at 6 p.m. around our 35th year we are walking in the midst of a vast spiritual process that is no longer beyond our comprehension. It is clearly outlined before us.


The clip I offer is far, far too advanced and complicated for the gentle spirit of motherhood, struggling to fit the birth of their child into the complexity of the universe. The vesica piscis is the geometric spiritual central mystery of the birth canal and the vagina. In female anatomy, left completely out of the majestic geometry that is the central vortex of the female womb is the stunning complexity of the vesica piscis. Embryology 202 Vesica Piscis Garden of Eden the womb and vaginaEvery female should look in the mirror and see the thighs as two overlapping circles and from the thighs, a central cathedral is formed that can be seen as the vagina itself. The vagina and central birth canal and mystery of the womb is the most hidden mystery of the momentous monumental math that is the living workshop of the stars within the female womb.  The intense starry math, supervised by the Angelic Kingdoms in creating a work-space in the female human form, allows the star forces to operate,and their complexity to be unfolded without the prying eyes of human beings. So what would this math look like if it was freed up and brought out in the open, raw? Motherhood, as sweet and warm and nurturing as it is, does not thrive in knowing the incredible parameters of the spiritual mechanics and mathematics of Karma, Reincarnation and the basic construction lab that brings a child into the womb.

(So this clip is far too complicated for the calm nurturing of the Mysteries of Motherhood SEE LINK), yet the vivid secrets of the Dodecahedron (Greek δωδεκάεδρον, from δώδεκα, dōdeka “twelve” + ἕδρα hédra “base”, “seat” or “face”) and the dynamic visual math of the streaming Lord of Karma, all the brilliance of the dynamics of math, cannot hold a candle to the compassion, the tragedy, the intimacy of each human life with all it’s celestial mechanics woven into the unfolding biography of the miracle of the birth of a human spirit.  The celestial mechanics are all woven with Angelic Beings who truly CARE, as Mothers are hardwired to CARE, NURTURE, PROTECT the infancy of the becoming of the seeds of the heavens,HUMAN BEINGS.


The secret WORKSHOP of the WOMB OF WOMEN. Manifesting a Divine Incarnation of a Spiritual Being back into Destiny and Earth opportunities.  CLICK THIS LINK.

“Austin Texas and The Archai Michael” by Bradford Riley

Rudolf Steiner

” To the materialistic man of to-day, the Spirit of the Age is something quite abstract, without any reality; it would be still more difficult for him to see a real being in the Spirit of the Age. Nevertheless behind the word Zeitgeist, or ‘Spirit of the Age’, there is concealed a real being, and indeed none other than one three stages above the stage of humanity.

The Zeitgeist, Time Spirits or Spirits of the Ages lay down the great outlines for the several epochs. The extension of the Spirit of the Age over the whole earth is made possible through the various folk-individualities. Whilst the Spirits of the Age endow the Folk-spirits, care is taken that these may flow into the individual human beings; so that these individuals may fulfill their mission. The fact that individual persons become instruments in this mission of the Folk-spirits, is brought about by Beings who are between men and the Folk-spirits, namely, by the Angels or Angeloi.”

  • Angels (Angeloi, Sons of Twilight, Sons of Life; all Men have individual angels as guardians and carriers of their eternal Selves)

  • Archangels (Archangeloi, Spirits of Fire; the “folk-spirits” are of this rank)

  • Archai (singular “Arche”; Spirits of Personality, Primal Beginnings, Principalities; the “Time Spirit” or “Zeitgeist” is of this rank)

  • Exusiai (Spirits of Form, Powers, Authorities; the “Elohim” and “Jehovah” are of this rank)

  • Dynamis (Spirits of Motion, Mights, Virtues)

  • Kyriotetes (Spirits of Wisdom, Dominions)

  • Thrones (Spirits of Will)

  • Cherubim (Spirits of Harmony)

  • Seraphim (Spirits of Love).

Sometimes we get lucky when we try to track the trail of Michael the current Zeitgeist or Time Spirit. It was a lucky day in Austin, Texas when my friend Kevin Dann came to Austin and stayed with us for over a month.

Writing in 1795 about the altarpiece and its dismemberment, the local historian Giovanni Battista Sasso noted that, “It was sold in quarters, as one does with butcher’s meat.” What happened to the full figure of the Archangel Michael, the cosmic scales of Justice and human equilibrium of The Tenth Hierarchy, and the pictorial sign of the Zodiac Libra in the cycle of the year when Michaelmas arises in late September? According to the historian Giovanni Battista Sasso the image was carved up and sold like butcher’s meat.

“…The Youthful HeadAustin Texas Michael Archai” had been the central figure in the altarpiece! Back in London one night, the curator who had come to Austin, Xavier Salomon, suddenly realized that the ‘Head of an Angel” that he had seen on his visit here, was actually MICHAEL’s portrait that had been cut from the original painting. I still can’t get over the fact that the focal point of that altarpiece, the visage of the Archangel Michael, was right here in Austin while the other pieces floated round the world. Amazing. “

I have followed the Archai and Time spirit, the ZeitGeist Michael since I learned of him in London. It was from London that a Celtic Eurythmist named Jean Lynch pointed us towards Emerson College and Francis Edmunds. Francis Edmunds pointed my wife and I to Dornach Switzerland. Where if we really wanted to immerse ourselves in the Archai Michael and learn of how the Archangel Michael, that appeared to Joan of Arc, who had singly and soulfully saved the Archangelic language of French and Folk Soul of France from being absorbed by England, we could go to Dornach, Switzerland the actual citadel and cosmic fortress of all things Michael.

These were things you could do, adventures you could take, if destiny allowed you to, all through the early 1970’s people were trekking off seeking each our own unique Grail quests and living like peasants, hitchhiking, living in communes, sharing food, sharing rides, sharing chores, cutting down on conservative conventions and living or crashing where generosity and understanding of the quest allowed you to make no apologies for your poverty.

Well Dr. Kevin Dann, Professor Kevin Dann ended up at our house. Naturally we understood his quest and we shared the same Michael interests.

Kevin and my other companion and old Dornach Grail chum Robert Powell had just written an amazing little book together, on 2012. “Christ and the Maya Calendar 2012 and the coming of the Antichrist” So Kevin was on his quest, and lived in that attitude of quest and brotherhood that still lives in the best of those who carry the Michael Spirit.

Excerpt from Christ and the Maya Calendar

“Rudolf Steiner lived through on Earth the meta-historical reality of the impulse of the Archangel Michael, and he communicated more concerning the Archangel Michael than anyone else in the entire history of the Earth. Towards the end of his life, in 1924, Steiner founded an esoteric school. Called The Michael School…Steiner’s life and work-particularly through the founding of a Michael School on Earth-also clearly fulfill the Apocalyptic image of the Archangel Michael, the leader of the heavenly hosts in the war in heaven.” (pg 164-165)

The great West Window of the School of Spiritual Science reveals the great Archai and Zeitgeist Michael, the current Time Spirit, from his standpoint of having stood by Christ at Golgotha, and the westward moving power of the Christ revelation as it was planted where the ancient Arthurian and Grail stream intersect in Dornach Switzerland. There the new historical footprint of Michael was planted, uniting the ancient past of Michael, Marduk, Alexander the Great, Raphael’s school of Athens with Plato and Aristotle at the helm to the present karmic love story that was left in tragedy for humanity and the Tenth Hierarchy several times.

We might love a love story, but love small ‘l’ and LOVE big ‘L’ meant that if we looked back through history to find the origins of how the footprint of the Archai Michael arrived in Switzerland during the onslaught of the horrors that led to WWI and WWII, we find an intimate moment between two obscure historical individuals. Sigune of the Grail family and Schionatulander diplomatic representative to Harun al-Raschid out of Baghdad.

Schionatulander was killed in a knightly ambush and jousting action meant to take down Parsifal. Instead it was Schionatulander who was killed leaving Sigune, who loved him with a love that has outlived and traveled through incarnations that go all the way back to Sumerian Iraq, Uruk, which I visited in the 1980’s. I was there before the Ahrimanic forces who knew of this ancient karma attacked and destroyed Saddam Hussein.

The love story of the troubadour tales of Wolfram Von Eschenbach and his Parsifal include the greatest star crossed lovers tale of them all, Sigune and Schionatulander. This karmic history and love story goes right through brotherly love, companion love, friendship, higher esoteric schooling, world conquering and the Christ Event. The entire tale trails back to Ephesus and the Greek culture itself…to arrive there, in the place of the thorns, the hill of thorns, Dornach. To the utter surprise of our hearts this love affair and mission for humanity under the Michael wing of serving The mission of The Tenth Hierarchy lands once again very near the geographical location where Schionatulander, diplomat and emissary of the Arthurian Michael stream was murdered. Schionatulander karmically ended up serving as liaison between Baghdad and Harun al-Raschid and Arthur’s court and the Grail.

“Schionatulander is a name derived from the Old French and means “young man with the dog.” The quest for the Grail from the time period 768 – 800 AD, reveals manifestations of Mani in Parzival and Titurel and RS incarnated as “Schionatulander,” as described by Wolfram von Eschenbach in his poetic works “Parzival” and “Titurel,” written around 1220 AD. (It is probably incorrect to describe Parzival as an “incarnation” of Mani, while Mani may have been manifest in the historic Parzival, the Parzival described by Wolfram.) Schionatulander has a tragic, early death, having sacrificed his life for Parzival. There is also a dog, named Gardevias, meaning “Guard the Way,” who is instrumental in the tragic events, and the dog signifies, in the heavenly script, Sirius.

Titurel was one of the founders of the Grail Mysteries. The first historical Grail site was in Spain at San Juan de la Pena (St. John of the Rock) in 793 – 852 AD. The Holy Cup was here among the knights, c. 800 AD. Later it was moved to Arlesheim, where Parzival had encountered Sigune with the corpse of her beloved Schionatulander. Destiny led the reincarnated Schionatulander, RS, to build the Goetheanum 1 1/2 miles southwest of the hermitage at Arlesheim.”

Schionatulander was the loftiest Romantic Intellect of the Grail stream and he was murdered and lay in his beloved Sigune arms, as she wept and tongue lashed Parsifal in Eshenbach’s saga to continue onto the Grail for the sake of this fallen Knight who tragically lay in her lap exactly like the Pieta. This became the foundation stone of the Karma that brought about the mighty Citadel of Michael the Archai at the Goetheanum Michael Goetheanum overlooks the West Windowand brought together the Grail School of the 20th and 21st century. The entire School of Spiritual Science is made up of streams that converge on the New Grail mysteries of the 21st century.

This profound and intimate tale is seen in the stream of Wagner’s “Parsifal”. What we mean, when we imply the above history and include the controversial Richard Wagner, is that the entire body of work, the operas and the music of Parsifal were the carried memory of a bit player, a small player in the Arthurian Michael drama I have described. Wagner, as a bit player was none other, and carried in his astral body the great memory and profound tales and intuitions of none other than, the fabled Merlin. Merlin, much degraded as a person, lived as a magician in Wagner’s legitimate artistic work.

Rudolf Steiner

“There is, however, a medium through which man’s understanding can be reached, even without words, without concepts or ideas. This medium is music. Wagner’s music holds within it all the truths that are contained in the Parsifal story. His music is of such a unique character that those who listen to it receive in their ether body quite special vibrations. Therein lies the secret of Wagner’s music. One does not need to understand it — not in the least! One receives in one’s ether body the benign and healthful effect of the music. And man’s ether body is intimately connected with all the movements and throbbings of the blood. Wagner understood the mystery of the purified blood. In his melodies are rhythms and vibrations that must needs beat in the ether body of man if he is to be cleansed and purified so as to be ready to receive the Mysteries of the Holy Grail.”

Wagner stood thwarted and branded with the same racism as Nietzsche, because Nietzsche was Ahriman’s pet monkey in the worst sense of the “Thus Spake Zarathustra” and his “Anti-Christ”. Yet Wagner’s “Parsifal” of 1879 was an unsurpassed contribution to the dawning Michael Age.

Kevin arrived  as troubadour in a city of Singers and Romantics, Austin, and brought his mandolin and he and my wife invaded several bars and played and sang guitar and mandolin just for the fun of it while Kevin was with us.

Kevin was to be a guest at the University of Texas and research in the private libraries on campus of rare books and have use of an office space for the research work of a new book he was working on. No sooner had he arrived in our house and found his way daily, after running through the GreenBelt of Zilker Park at five in the morning, taking cold dips in the springs and pools, arriving refreshed and filled with natural energy at U.T. in the rare libraries, when a Michael event blazed into our immediate daily experiences.

Suddenly a small, but highly significant Michael Event was happening, as all Michael events happen, without anyone even grasping how this remarkable event came together just as Kevin and myself and however other Austin members of Michael’s impulses, that would include Austin Waldorf School and any and all those people who have a kinship with Michael might have recognized what Kevin and I immediately recognized. The secret piece of the puzzle of the face of Michael from a long lost and cut up painting had been found in Austin.

“…curator Xavier Salomon has concluded that a painting by Paolo Veronese at the Blanton Museum of Art at the University of Texas at Austin, heretofore identified as Head of an Angel, is actually a fragment of a long-lost masterpiece by the Venetian artist. The painting is now thought to be a portrait of Saint Michael, the central figure in the so-called Petrobelli Altarpiece, made around 1565 for the church of San Francisco at Lendinara near Padua and dismembered and sold in pieces after the suppression of the Franciscan order in the 1780s. Next year, three other fragments of the altarpiece, along with the Blanton’s Saint Michael, are being reunited and put on public view…”

If you looked close at this Michael portrait that had been cut out of an old Altar piece, you could recognize the youthful face of Michael in Austin. The wonderful youthful and musical spirit of Austin itself lived in the portrait that had been part of a fragmented puzzle that had traveled through the history of The Consciousness Soul and had somehow arrived as a significant piece to a riddle of the great Archai Michael himself.

Kevin was one of our true Troubadour knights of Michael in the room when the puzzle was resorted out and appeared to shimmer for a moment in Austin. A subtle Michael event had just shuddered and shimmered through the city of Austin and few, very few had even celebrated the joy of the event.

At least Kevin, my wife Tara and I, where two or three were gathered together, we understood the amount of recognition, Time, Archai Time Spirit Michael, ZeitGeist hidden connections which had to have been awakened before the once fragmented painting, was restored to the original vision of the youthful Archangel Michael, when he was still an Archangel and caught on canvas as he might even have appeared to Joan of Arc
Michael and Joan of Arc
A young, invigorated and courageous Archangel that Joan of Arc had experienced personally and Austin, Texas had recovered, revealed the ever youthful and courageous face of Michael.

Michael as the current regent or ZeitGeist that sheds the powerful light of cosmic wisdom on science, art and religion is in the midst of an intense battle.

Rather we as humanity and The Tenth Hierarchy are in the midst of an intense battle with Ahrimanic forces and the forces represented as Michael’s fight with the Dragon. I tackle some of this current battle in Etheric Christ Glimpses 2, which will give a more accurate understanding of the Ascension Mysteries of Christ, having experienced the destiny of The Tenth Hierarchy, takes this experience from the realm of humanity up to the Ninth Hierarchy, the Angelic community. This is partially what the subject matter is of the newly discovered “Petrobelli altarpiece” . However only accurate Spiritual Science can follow Christ upwards into His experience in the neighboring Angelic Community.

This is the moment and the time frame for an Archai or Time Spirit, a ZeitGeist to reign or rule. In the case of the Archai Michael, he resumed his leadership in 1879 after a terrific battle to remove the Ahrimanic beings to a place where humanity would have to assist Michael or fall. Ahrimanic beings were sent down into human heads, into the layer of Soul life in humanity called, “The Intellectual Soul” region.

” That approximately three hundred fifty year “age” began, imperceptibly to most, to dawn in 1879. The last age of the Archangel Michael was before the time of Christ when the enlightenment of Plato and Aristotle was spread by Alexander over the area that the Apostle Paul was to evangelize in the Greek language.

Human understanding of the Christ, and of its own nature, had to wait then until the age of the highest Archangel returned again, the Archangel that Hebrew and Christian tradition has always associated with the Sun. It is Michael that strives with and for the Christ to administer the divine intelligence to humanity. And so when Christ spoke of the Spirit of Truth coming, it was of the time when the regency of the Archangel Michael would again return.”

This Michael reign and battle lasts for some 355 years. Starting in 1879 and the Michael battle that is raging now with these included forces against humanity, as of 1998/9 the PNAC document and those who signed that document. So titled, “The Project for a New American, (read AHRIMANIC) Century“, sponsored by the fallen Intel of all those who have betrayed their humanity for Ahrimanic promises of power and short term fame, are still today rewarded daily for lying through every media outlet in the world. In other words the Spirit of Truth is fully under attack.

The Sorathian and anti-sun forces are now driving against any Michael Intel or Michael Intelligence with the strong Ahrimanic forces that have been lodged in the Intellect of humanity. The Ahrimanic citadel of forces in our intellects which strongly oppose Michael, joined in the battle against Michael with the rise of the Sorathian forces (key date surge 1998 click link), fight an Orwellian battle against anything to do with Michael Intel or the manifestation and revelation of the Etheric Christ Being. These sub-sensible beings are waging war through the manipulations of the political intellect, propaganda, false patriotism, torture, lies and using  fragments of humanities fallen intellect to achieve aims that are against humanity itself.

Just as in 2010, in Austin,  how the discovery of how Michael passed through  the University of  Texas without much serious recognition so too Michael events go uncelebrated and unnoticed by the majority of humanity. We are deliberately entrained to not recognize a Michael event when we see it. We celebrate lies over truth in all our media outlets.

Austin is famous for it’s singer and troubadour traditions and the University of Texas. Poets, singers, scientists and business types arise out of Austin Texas. The University of Texas hardly gave passing notice to such an interesting spiritual discovery or reveled in the full tracing of the pedigree of the why or how Michael ended up in Austin at all. For materialism, the why or how do not include any interest in the vast history of Michael or in the hidden and unknown depths of how Christ was lifted to the neighboring Angelic Community at His Ascension after the event of Golgotha.

Austin is home to a full running 12 grade level Waldorf School, which is one of the shining products of Michael Intelligence. It was Michael’s Intelligence and the Tenth Hierarchy, through Spiritual Science that brought together, not only the best education in the entire world, Waldorf Education into Austin, but the finest science of chemistry, matter and the relationships between matter and spirit, in The Agricultural Course by Rudolf Steiner.The University of Texas and Texas A&M would do well to study such an Agricultural document of Michael Intelligence for it raised matter itself and farming to a process that includes a kind of Galileo planetary cosmology of chemistry into it’s research. Nobody has ever seen anything like the sciences of The Agricultural Course by Rudolf Steiner LINK(focus for a moment on lectures 2 & 3).

Since Austin prides itself on the inspirations of musicians, we know that both music and matter are an astonishing study of what is known in Michael lore as “The Music of the Spheres“. It so happens that the atomic table of elements and matters sub-atomic weights are solidly based on the interrelationships and arrangements of matter that arise from the interrelationships of the spirit and the ancient tones produced out of the Music of the Spheres. The mathematical principles of musical harmony are directly related to geometry — which Goethe described as ‘frozen music’. Matter itself and all it’s various relationships are not only frozen at different speeds and ratios but matter is actually various degrees of concentrated or decayed light. Kepler and others understood that matter are relationships of tone.

A being such as Christ or Michael or an Angelic Being move through matter as musicians move through tone, songs and musical scores. Our own intimate biographies are Symphonic scores integrated with the Planets and Zodiac. Shakespeare’s dramas are Symphonies of the Spirit. The atomic table itself are all based on the interrelationships of cosmic tone and The Music of the Spheres themselves. Chemistry operates with the same creative sets of relationships as musicians attempt to individualize in tone. Some of these relationships are researched in Steiner’s “Agricultural Course.”

The name for Michael goes all the way back to Marduk and Tiamat. Tiamat the body of Space and Time was cut up and reorganized by Marduk/Michael and matter and spirit were brought into related but separate distinct relationships. It was Marduk/Michael who established along with the Logos/Christ the material and spiritual destiny of humanity and organized the hidden alchemical mystery of the symphony known as the Music of the Spheres.

Marduk’s victory saves the gods and opens the
way for him to fashion the cosmos, order it, and
to create man to be servant and laborer of the

Marduk wielded a magic net and had at his command the Four Winds, two factors that contributed to his eventual conquest over Tiamat, after a long and terrible battle. Michael and TiamutHe subsequently used her carcass to form Heaven and Earth. Marduk was made King of the Gods. He created Babylon and human beings to dwell there and toil for the gods. He created Language and established Order amongst the ranks of beings.

The unfolding activity of humanity and Christ are richly outlined in the Alpha/Omega witness St. John/Lazarus in his Revelation. But what physics and the study of matter fails to comprehend is that the body of matter and the same matter which we cloth our spirits with was brought into related, intimate, musical, symphonic alchemy just through the deeds of Michael/Marduk. That is why science has the Logos tag added to it. Geology, biology,archeology, angelology, paleontology, all our specialized studies reveal distinct organization of thought, tone, music, matter into an atomic table and a Periodic table of the elements that are based on musical interrelationships.

There was a time when the Archangel Michael stood with Joan of Arc amidst the other Archangels of the various languages and cultures, and imbued Joan of Arc with the courage to stand the attacks on her lofty and humble insights.Joan of Arc and the ArchangelsThe Priests hated her because the Archangel Community talked with her and Ahrimanic forces hated her because the Archangel Michael, youthful Michael, stood guard over the spirit of Joan of Arc.

In becoming a ZeitGeist and Time Spirit, Michael assumed this post in 1879 with The Fall of the Spirits of Darkness into human intelligence.

Michael the Archai and ZeitGeist that was uncovered and revealed at the University of Texas in Austin,  the youthful and courageous Michael that inspired Joan of Arc was pieced together and for a moment it was almost whole, along with the Ascension of Christ into the Angelic Community.

We are so unfamiliar with the scope of our own relationship to the hierarchy of the Angels that we have lost all understanding that the Angelic Community is the Ninth Hierarchy above humanity, which is the Tenth Hierarchy. So called science and education are afraid to study these items and include them because it would take education outside the Ahrimanic paradigm that must be maintained for the sake of materialism.

That Archangels rule over different language and cultures, the flora, fauna, food and spoken languages of Spanish, Norwegian, Swedish, German, Italian, French, English, Russian, Japanese, Chinese, all have different Archangel Beings connected to them and the Archangels, unlike the Angelic Community above humanity, the Archangels are the Eighth hierarchy.

In order to incarnate and choose parents, language a culture that is karmically correct for each individual, mighty Angelic Beings before our births, assist us in placing our capacities and learning within a language, flora, fauna, etheric flavors, thought tones and ideas that will carry our unique destinies forwards.

More specifically the arrangement of the birth of a child is coordinated to have a biographical and mathematical relation to the very stars that Galileo out of Padua first observed. In other words, Michael and the Angelic Beings coordinate the mathematical integration of  Time or ZeitGeist insertion into Earth life or precision landing of a human spiritual being within the region of Space and Time (SEE LINK). Our individual thought processes light up under the system of our TWELVE CRANIAL NERVES (see link), as a mirror of dynamic forces of the very stars and insertion point we entered in from which marked the date and time of our births.  The Archai Michael coordinates the interrelationship between the stars and our biographical, mathematical destinies. We are inserted into the stream of Time and we are reincarnating spiritual beings. We are reinserted again and again through human time portals and female wombs.

In the painting of the Ascension of Christ  from  “The Petrobelli Altarpiece” (see link) “, that had traveled along the St. Francis of Assisi route having encountered in Lendinara, a small town near Padua, the influences of Giotto, Galileo, Dante, Petrarch and Tasso.  The Univ. of Padua right near Lendinara is one of the oldest in Italy after that of Bologna, which was founded in 1222 by teachers and students who had fled from Bologna. Now centered in Il Bo palace, the university established the first anatomy hall (well preserved) in Europe in 1594. Galileo taught (1592-1610) at the university, and Dante, Petrarch, and Tasso were students there.  And “The Petrobelli Altarpiece” was located near the hub of education and art that flourished in and around the great university city of Padua.

Padua and the University of Texas have been united by the Michael stream via the portrait of Michael found and located at The Blanton Museum of Art at the University of Texas at Austin, and the Michael impulse of the Austin Waldorf School which like the city of Lendinara flourished just outside Padua, the Austin Waldorf School based on the Archai Michael’s influence flourishes just outside of Austin as well.

For Austin we can take three very different influences that strike youth through the influence of Galileo. Influence one, is advanced space technology. The next influence that shook through the entire music elements of the head bangers of the world, was the rock group Queen and Galileo and “The Bohemian Rhapsody” out of “Wayne’s World”. The third influence from The Indigo Girls, fits right into Galileo and Austin as well.

Kevin’s notes from Ransom Research Center

“In 1565, in Lendinara, a little village in the Po valley, two wealthy cousins, Girolamo and Antonio Petrobelli, commissioned Paolo Veronese to create an altarpiece for the chapel of the local Franciscan monastery, that would also serve as a backdrop for their tomb in the church. I guess Italian authorities were waging a bit of a war on the Franciscans in the late 18th century, and they closed the Lendinara church and sold off the order’s land. The altarpiece, over 15′ high, was cut up and sold in pieces in 1788, after the abandoned church was demolished. A local historian lamented that this exquisite work “was sold in quarters, as one does with butcher’s meat.” Museums in London, Edinburgh and Ottawa Dulwich acquired three separate pieces of the original painting in the 19th and early 20th century.

“To make the pieces more marketable, the Venetian art dealer who sold the fragments had commissioned artists to paint over parts of the original that no longer made sense with the central section of the painting cut out. Just 4 years ago, two of the museums were doing restoration work on their ‘fragments,’ and one of the curators, a great Veronese scholar, came to Austin to look at a suite of Veronese paintings in the Blanton Museum’s collection. (I found out yesterday that those paintings used to be right downstairs from my office, until they opened the new museum just two years ago!), including a huge Magdalene, and a small “Head of an Angel.” As varnish and paint was removed from the canvas, it became apparent that in between the two large fragments showing the Petrobelli cousins and their patron saints Jerome and Anthony, there appeared first the wing of an angel, then a hand holding a scale in one pan of which was a frail human soul. . . then, on the other fragment, a spear. . . and at the bottom, the prostrate, writhing form of Satan — the “Youthful Michael” had been the central figure in the altarpiece! Back in London one night, the curator who had come to Austin, Xavier Salomon, suddenly realized that the ‘Head of an Angel” that he had seen on his visit here, was actually MICHAEL’s portrait that had been cut from the original painting. I still can’t get over the fact that the focal point of that altarpiece, the visage of the Archangel Michael, was right here in Austin while the other pieces floated round the world. Amazing.

“But here is the odd thing for me. When I arrived at the room where the altarpiece was reconstructed, there was an art historian from the University, giving a talk about the social history of Venice in the 16th century; the tradition of strezzopratura (sp?) — how to show off without showing off; patronage politics. . Petrobelli Ascension of Christ. not one word about Christ’s ascension, or about Archangel Michael. Then I watched the video of the talk that Xavier Salomon had given at the exhibition opening; he told the whole saga of the painting, and it was engaging and delightful. . . but again, the sacred subject of the painting was never discussed. There was also a video of the curator of the Blanton speaking about how common “fragmentation” of great paintings was after the 18th century, about the art market, etc. Never did he once refer to the “fragmentation” of our own relationship to the subjects of these masterpieces.

“That once-lost, now-found fragment bearing Michael’s head, hovering in a grey space at the center of the reconstructed altarpiece painting, seems as if it should have inspired un pelèrinage or a festival or a pageant of Austin’s citizenry. If we were in some other time or place, this remarkable rediscovery of a great master’s rendering of the Archangel Michael would be the talk of the town.

Last night I began to dream about writing an article for the local arts & entertainment paper, that would meditate on Michael’s mission in our time; on the local Hispanic traditions of;honoring Michael, and perhaps too speak about the place of Michael within Waldorf education, since there is a Waldorf elementary and high school here in Austin. Then at the end I would call for people to come create a processional to go and see the painting, as a celebration of Michael’s stewardship, and as a step toward renewing our dedication to our cooperation with Michael to lawfully bring down the cosmic intelligence — and, at this crucial time, to recognize and resist the Ahrimanic dragon. I am afraid that Ahriman may look at the widespread ‘forgetting’ of Michael even as this icon was brought to light, as a victory.

“Just as I started to plan this out last night, I found out that the exhibition closes next weekend, but I still may try to write an essay and invite people to join me for a processional/pilgrimage in March, when the “Head of an Angel” painting will be orphaned again, the rest of the altarpiece having returned to London, Edinburgh, and Ottawa. “

“As varnish and paint was removedPetrobelli painting from the canvas, it became apparent that in between the two large fragments showing the Petrobelli cousins and their patron saints Jerome and Anthony, there appeared first the wing of an angel, then a hand holding a scale in one pan of which was a frail human soul. . . then, on the other fragment, a spear. . . and at the bottom, the prostrate, writhing form of Satan — the “Youthful Michael” had been the central figure in the altarpiece!”

My friend Kevin felt dismayed that neither the Ascension mysteries of Christ nor the gaping hole where Michael stood with the scales of Justice over the Satanic or Ahrimanic being or the activity of Michael in our current Time Stream were discussed. And it is with great regret that nobody would comprehend what is normally discussed and comprehended at any Waldorf School in the World, and Waldorf is the biggest private school system in the entire world. Michael and the activity of Michael the Archai are understood and discussed along with the sciences, the seasons and the other ZeitGeist rulerships that have occurred through out history.

“…there are seven archangels (Enoch 24 had spoken of “seven mountains” with Michael speaking, as above, in regard to the “seventh”) among whom Michael is acknowledged as supreme, he who is associated with the Sun. There is a sevenfold series of regencies, one for each successive archangel, so that each one is of something over three hundred years. Whether they are precisely equal or only approximately so has not been made clear, even by Steiner. In the fifteenth century, Johannes Tritheim, the Abbott of Sponheim, is said to have determined each archangelic period to be 354 1/3 years long. Perhaps significantly this is precisely one hundred times the length of twelve lunar synodic months (354 1/3 days each). If he is right and the current age of Michael began in 1879, then the prior age would have run from 601 to 247 B.C., encompassing, as Steiner indicated, the Greek sages Heraclitus, Socrates, Plato and Aristotle as well as the spreading of Greek civilization by Alexander in divine preparation for Paul’s evangelization of the Greek world. We know of Plato’s influence upon John’s Gospel. Socrates and Heraclitus were both singled out by Justin Martyr (ca. A.D. 100-165) as Christians before the incarnation of Christ.”

Now how Michael found his way to the Blanton museum all has to do with Parsifal and Richard Wagner and the impulse of how the Arthurian stream, the Grail and the university of Spiritual Science, the Goetheanum came to be and how you come to be reading this at this very moment. William “Suida was born to Albert Suida and Betha von Heim, his mother a descendant of Richard Wagner. William and his children amassed large personal collections of Baroque art. Suida was an expert in Lombard art and only slightly less Venetian. At his death in 1959, his collection passed to his children… The combined art collection was donated to the Blanton Museum of Art at the University of Texas, Austin, in 1999, as the Suida-Manning Collection.”

Thus the whole mystery of the head and missing body of Michael the current Archai were “part of its Suida-Manning Collection of Renaissance and baroque art. One of them was the head of St. Michael. Only no one knew it was St. Michael; it was listed in the collection only as Head of an Angel, which was what art historian William Suida thought it was when he acquired it in the 1930s. That’s when Salomon e-mailed Jonathan Bober, the Blanton’s curator of prints, drawings, and European paintings, and asked him to check the dimensions of the head of the angel and the character of canvas. If Salomon’s hunch was right, he had solved a centuries-old mystery in Renaissance art.”

William Suida acquired this so called “Head of an Angel” in the 1930’s. In my Etheric Christ Glimpses 1, we trace the rise of the Etheric Christ vision, which the Ahrimanic beings hate, to the rise of the Etheric Christ in counterpoint, 1933, to the rise of Hitler. The Reichstag is a false flag event that was achieved on Rudolf Steiner’s birthday. Ahriman had clear understanding that one of his greatest threats to destroying the mission of The Tenth Hierarchy, was the human being who knew the most concerning The Etheric Christ Event. The true exact reality of the rise of Hitler and diverting the world’s attention from this powerful Etheric event, was Ahriman’s precise clues in cunning. Ahrimanic beings are cunning and accurate and to place the rise of Nazism and the burning of the Reichstag on Steiner’s birthday, where he would have concluded his earthly mission at a full 72 years of age, from the dawning of the Michael Age to the Rise of the Etheric Christ, is just one of those clues that startle one.

I was no less startled to find that William Suida acquired the Michael Head at the time of the Rise of the Etheric Christ in the 1930’s and two X’s 33 years later,in 1999 it ends up in Austin than I was startled to find that William Suida was directly related to Richard Wagner. Richard Wagner aka. pagan Merlin, like wonderful Pagan and musical and Romantic Austin, wrote his “Parsifal” as the opening salvo of the Michael era in 1879. 1879 Steiner was 18.6 years old and the Archai Michael had just finished thrusting Ahrimanic beings of “The Matrix” type down into the region of humanities Intellectual Soul.

Do not doubt for a single moment that these vicious Ahrimanic beings who are parasites thrust into our own soul system are not playing for keeps. They are. And that is the vain illusion that we struggle with, Michael thrust them down into human intellects because humanity would have to take up the cause of the spiritual world or be swept away by a full “Matrix Designed” Ahrimanic doom using humanities own weakness and arrogance as weapons against the mission of The Tenth Hierarchy.

Now the missing body of Michael in the Blanton painting, the one where Michael presses down Ahriman with his foot, well the entire portion of the missing part of the “Paolo Veronese: The Petrobelli Altarpiece” needs a further comment against the complacency and the entire lack of spiritual and historical courage that we approach everything with. Firstly lets look at what is still missing from the Canvas. What is missing looks something like this only with the wonderful face of our own Austin Michael, in something of the posture and position depicted above.

But here we come to a problem that all of us must realize if we are to work in the 21st century and into the future with Michael. I have drawn in the experience of Joan of Arc, but just as importantly was a comment made by Nathaniel Hawthorne in his wonderful book, “The Marble Faun.” In the book Hawthorne brings to light how any discussion of Michael and how humanity seems to think somehow that all this is a dainty romp with well dressed divine beings, always talking in some New Age touchy feely kind of environment. No. No.

Things that have to do with the Michael Age we are in and the Michael ages of the past, have to do with standing in the vital whirlwind of truth while whole hordes stand against you and deny any part of truth and prefer that you are either burned at the stake for telling the truth or out right murdered, eliminated or tortured and put in some rendition center. Ahriman is distinctly Orwellian and distinctly more like “V for Vendetta and is putting up a horrible global front against the core virtues of humanity. And the pity is that humanity is dumb to ahriman’s infiltration and dumb to identifying the difference between it’s highest spiritual mission and humanities lowest lying, scoundrels.

Therefore this quote from Hathorne’s “Marble Faun” about discussing Michael’s battle with Ahriman is far more fitting than any sweet faced Altarpiece with well attired Archangels. What is important is that we understand the character of having Michael in Austin and what it really means to work within the framework of Michael Intel vs Ahrimanic Intel.

From: “The Marble Faun” by Nathaniel Hawthorne

“The drawing had originally been very slight, and had suffered more from time and hard usage than almost any other in the collection; it appeared, too, that there had been an attempt (perhaps by the very hand that drew it) to obliterate the design. By Hilda’s help, however, Miriam pretty distinctly made out a winged figure with a drawn sword, and a dragon, or a demon, prostrate at his feet.

“I am convinced,” said Hilda in a low, reverential tone,” that Guido’s own touches are on that ancient scrap of paper! If so, it must be his original sketch for the picture of the Archangel Michael setting his foot upon the demon, in the Church of the Cappuccini. The composition and general arrangement of the sketch are the same with those of the picture; the only difference being, that the demon has a more upturned face, and scowls vindictively at the Archangel, who turns away his eyes in painful disgust.”

“No wonder!” responded Miriam. “The expression suits the daintiness of Michael’s character, as Guido represents him. He never could have looked the demon in the face!”

“Miriam!” exclaimed her friend reproachfully, “you grieve me, and you know it, by pretending to speak contemptuously of the most beautiful and the divinest figure that mortal painter ever drew.”

“Forgive me, Hilda!” said Miriam. “You take these matters more religiously than I can, for my life. Guido’s Archangel is a fine picture, of course, but it never impressed me as it does you.”

“Well; we will not talk of that,” answered Hilda. “What I wanted you to notice, in this sketch, is the face of the demon. It is entirely unlike the demon of the finished picture. Guido, you know, always affirmed that the resemblance to Cardinal Pamfili was either casual or imaginary. Now, here is the face as he first conceived it.”

“And a more energetic demon, altogether, than that of the finished picture,” said Kenyon, taking the sketch into his hand. “What a spirit is conveyed into the ugliness of this strong, writhing, squirming dragon, under the Archangel’s foot! Neither is the face an impossible one. Upon my word, I have seen it somewhere, and on the shoulders of a living man!”

“”I have never been able,” said Miriam, “to admire this picture nearly so much as Hilda does, in its moral and intellectual aspect. If it cost her more trouble to be good, if her soul were less white and pure, she would be a more competent critic of this picture, and would estimate it not half so high. I see its defects today more clearly than ever before.”

“What are some of them?” asked Kenyon.

“That Archangel, now,” Miriam continued; “how fair he looks, with his unruffled wings, with his unhacked sword, and clad in his bright armor, and that exquisitely fitting sky-blue tunic, cut in the latest Paradisiacal mode! What a dainty air of the first celestial society! With what half-scornful delicacy he sets his prettily sandalled foot on the head of his prostrate foe! But, is it thus that virtue looks the moment after its death struggle with evil? No, no; I could have told Guido better. A full third of the Archangel’s feathers should have been torn from his wings; the rest all ruffled, till they looked like Satan’s own! His sword should be streaming with blood, and perhaps broken halfway to the hilt; his armor crushed, his robes rent, his breast gory; a bleeding gash on his brow, cutting right across the stern scowl of battle! He should press his foot hard down upon the old serpent, as if his very soul depended upon it, feeling him squirm mightily, and doubting whether the fight were half over yet, and how the victory might turn! And, with all this fierceness, this grimness, this unutterable horror, there should still be something high, tender, and holy in Michael’s eyes, and around his mouth. But the battle never was such a child’s play as Guido’s dapper Archangel seems to have found it.”

“For Heaven’s sake, Miriam,” cried Kenyon, astonished at the wild energy of her talk; “paint the picture of man’s struggle against sin according to your own idea! I think it will be a masterpiece.”

“The picture would have its share of truth, I assure you,” she answered; “but I am sadly afraid the victory would fail on the wrong side. Just fancy a smoke-blackened, fiery-eyed demon bestriding that nice young angel, clutching his white throat with one of his hinder claws; and giving a triumphant whisk of his scaly tail, with a poisonous dart at the end of it! That is what they risk, poor souls, who do battle with Michael’s enemy.”

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Parsifal arrives before the revelation of the Grail. (Yes, to some this may appear tacky), but the revelation of the Light is something Wagner drew humanity into. In other words humanity would hold it’s voice and heart upwards to the Christ and Michael impulse. Wagner’s opera Parsifal was an 1879 Michael Event brought forward from the 9th century.

With Reincarnation understanding, we are looking through Wagner to the ancient Celtic Initiation giant Merlin. It was from Merlin’s astral body that Wagner was able to pull the mighty history of his enormous 12 part saga of operas that are astonishing. Parsifal being handed over to humanity as the last at the dawn of the new Michael era.

“Naughty 19 and Nearing Our Angel” by Bradford Riley

~ Hecateus

(c. 550 BC – c. 476 BC)

“In this island, there is a magnificent grove of Apollo, and a remarkable temple, of a round form, adorned with many consecrated gifts. There is also a city, sacred to the same God, most of the inhabitants of which are harpers, who continually play upon their harps in the temple, and sing hymns to the God, extoling his actions. The Hyperboreans use a peculiar dialect, and have a remarkable attachment to the Greeks, especially to the Athenians…  It is also said that in this island the moon appears very near to the earth, that certain eminences of a terrestrial form are plainly seen in it, that Apollo visits the island once in a course of nineteen years, in which period the stars complete their revolutions, and that for this reason the Greeks distinguish the cycle of nineteen years by the name of “the great year”. During the season of his appearance the God plays upon the harp and dances every night, from the vernal equinox until the rising of the Pleiades, pleased with his own successes.”

The Book of Revelation and the Work of the Priest. Lecture 1 of 18.
Rudolf Steiner, Dornach, September 5, 1924:

“The moment when the gods entered into the Mysteries—this was something people were able to observe through the ancient astrology which enabled them to understand it in the right way. At the end of each year, or at the end of a moon cycle of 18 years, or at the end of other periods, there were always holy times that signified the non-conformity, the borderline, between human intelligence and divine intelligence, holy times when the priests in the Mysteries were able to recognize that the gods could find their way to them and that human beings could find their way to the gods.”

Our Angel and the Nineteen year phenomena

What we are required to know “…the importance of the lunar node return at the age of 18.6 years, she did point to the adolescent passage as a time of standing at the threshold of the spiritual world in an entirely new way. At this threshold the adolescent is capable of experiencing will-permeated thoughts. It is a time of receiving in the night, during sleep, glimpses of one’s pre-earthly resolves and all the karma related to it. In the day the adolescent seeks for a way to make those pre-earthly resolves a reality. What we have unfolding at this period in life are the powers of memory upon which the “I” streams into earthly existence. If this is stunted or blocked from occurring, then the “I” cannot fully penetrate the soul or the body. The thought forms of materialism have the stunting and blocking effect upon the incarnating soul and “I”. Knowing this, we as anthroposophic psychotherapists, must infuse into our work the need to re-educate our adolescents and adults to overcome the fear of death and soul extinction by reinforcing faith in the spiritual reality of our being.”

Angelic Biographical Science

When we awaken our deeper interests in this 18 1/2 to 19 year rhythm pattern that unfolds in every human biography we encounter the deepest most sublime mystery of the science of human biography ever achieved.  The most, bar none, astonishing conscious use of the magnificent model of human biography is in this equation.  11.5 + 18.5 = 30.  What is so astonishing about this equation? We have actually and specifically in the destiny of Christ Jesus, a person, a Being of the greatest interest to us, and it matters not if you feel inclined to Christianity or not. That does not matter because we are dealing with the math of every human biography. It doesn’t matter at all what you may think of Christianity or even if there is such a thing, what matters is the fact that every human biography has certain precise numerical laws in it. This study brings the objective laws of  18.5 into the comprehension of the Angelic Science of biography.

Here is what we absolutely know about the events in the biography of the individuality of Christ Jesus. Firstly the startling fact, undisputed but hidden by grandmas version of Christianity, is the fact that there were two Jesus children. One highly advanced and one much more challenged but with a kindness unmatched in the history of humanity (CLICK LINK FOR INTENSE STUDY). Let’s stick to the basics for our understanding the math. Here is what conscious Angelic Science of biography means, in every human destiny. Two children grow up to the age of twelve together, are cousins. At twelve,  the highly advanced one withers and dies voluntarily. Now 11.5 years is the culmination of how long it takes Jupiter to orbit once around the Sun. So we can say 12 years carries the full signature of the Jupiter we see in the heavens. But those twelve years are all about how we go from 1st grade to 12th grade, it is, and there is no argument we can make, it is one complete, vast Jupiter educational foundational orbit.

One child dies and the bright one, the highly advanced one, as they are fully related, takes his graduate degree at 12 or 11.5 years and lifts his entire kernel, his immortal I, into the other challenged child, his cousin, who is the same age. I had a cousin who was the same age as I, my cousin David. We were best friends as children and we have remained best friends through life. There is hardly two more different kids. My cousin was a Viet Vet, did three tours of duty and also suffered the extremes of a fairly rebellious childhood. I did not, like my same aged cousin whom I love dearly, go to Viet Nam, I went to the Goetheanum. My cousin and I were both bright, and we took completely different paths through the world but we had a great thing in common, we loved our Grandma.

But here comes the beauty. Yes none of us, no one has ever achieved the level of the graduation of 11.5 years of the Jupiter education that the highly advanced Jesus did. Jesus set the bar of exactly what could be achieved in 12 years on Earth. As I have indicated, and the facts are not made up, Jesus graduated Earth at 12 years of age. At 12 years of age, he brings his own life to a close. In the Bible he goes missing and no one can find him. However now we find that the Challenged Cousin of Jesus, slowly starts to become massively intelligent, suddenly. Out of the blue, from deep inside, the Challenged Jesus child becomes slowly illuminated. Yes indeed something was growing inside him and it wasn’t alien to him, at least it wasn’t an alien being, it was his very own cousin’s brilliant being, slowly integrating itself into the one Jesus that we now know through history.

We forgot to mention that when the highly advanced Jesus goes missing, he resurrects himself, and at an extremely high level enters his cousin’s more challenged nature. THREE DAYS the challenged child remains missing till his parents, returning find him. Again this number within three days the parents of the challenged Jesus 12 year old find him sitting before the elders as a 12 year old child, teaching the elders the wisdom that the elders hadn’t been able to reconcile in all their long gray bearded years. The parents when they found the lost child were shocked to their core because their child had never even mastered the language and had been extremely slow witted and now the elders were learning from him.  Now that is a hidden Rosicrucian mystery. The incredibly advanced Jesus cousin allows the slower cousin to blossom forth as a full miracle and the true mystery remains veiled. And a child shall teach them.

So the highly advanced Jesus 12 year old, removes his immortal being and places it in his challenged cousin. From that point on, until 18.5 years later, the deed of the internal resurrection and incarnation into the other Jesus child, goes through it’s own magnificent 18.5 years and arrives at age 30 at the first Angelic juncture which this essay is all about. This essay tracks the entire biography of any human being, female or male, who every 19 years, through their entire lifetimes, intersects with their Angels and reviews; has a job performance review. Every 19 years we crisscross with our Angelic guides and intimately review the direction and development of each of our own soul’s and spirit’s journey. 18.5 years after the highly developed Jesus child had entered the challenged Jesus child HE, arrives at the Baptism in the Jordan and meets the Angel, the literal Folk-Angel of the Hebrew people in the person of Elijah/John the Baptist.

So this secondary incision in the biography of the most significant spirit who ever walked the Earth takes 18.5 years to grow from 12 years of age to age 30. AT 30 years of age, the full Christ I AM, the immense Cosmic I AM of humanity enters the Jesus Manhood at the Baptism and once again the highly advanced Jesus child exits, his work completed. The Christ enters this unique Jesus at 30. Christ lives for only THREE YEARS ON EARTH.  The most amazing three years in human history. The conscious science of using the reality of borrowing another 18.5 or 19 years to mature, ripen and prepare for the incarnation of the the vast Christ Being, is where we owe a debt of gratitude for the preparation and Angelic Biographical Sciences that are studied in the higher High Schools of all human Initiation Science.Naughty 19 Emil Bock 3 years of Christ on Earth

What do we know about the conscious use of rhythm in human biography? Could enormous mysteries of biography be right in front of us but we failed to comprehend them? Have all the priests and religious leaders and all our educational professors including our grandmas and grandpas and our parents failed to understand Angelic Biographical Science? Angelic Biographical Science has been out of our reach until Spiritual Science came on the scene. You now have pieces of a vast puzzle that is an absolute Science and reveals absolutely that indeed every 18.5 years, 19 years in our biographies we have a pre-scheduled meeting with our very own Angel who holds the secret book of the intimate knowledge of our human destinies. In this essay on Angelic Biographical Science I bring example after example of this 18.5 to 19 year old rhythm pattern that exists in every, every human biography.

Rudolf Steiner

“…inner transformations in human beings, to what one might call the inner, religious finding of oneself that occurs today in many cases around about the (19th) twentieth year. Around about their (19th) twentieth year many people these days experience a moment of inner conversion, a conversion that comes about entirely from within. They are taken hold of by something that is like a kind of whirling up of divinity out of their own soul.”

The time is out of joint—O cursèd spite,
That ever I was born to set it right!

Gangs and Rites of Passage; false gun toting, Confederate flag waving patriotism; going off to some chosen university where the petty Rites of Passage are all about getting drunk, learning about sex and cheering with a herd of lemmings who share the passion for some local football team or national football team; We made it, we managed to hide ourselves within the herd of all those surging human instincts ( LINK TO THE PROBLEM BEING DISCUSSED) ; or generally feeling that we are young and immortal with abounding energy to deplete our life forces and rebuild them, after our hangovers, with a quick nap, allows us, from around 17 to 22 to wake up every day and face the trials of life as if we had an adult heart and soul.
19 Moon cycle and our destiny

But the numbers in every single instance, without exception, are that by 18.6 years or 19 years, the Moon that marked a point, a unique point and position where you were born, returns once more to the exact spot from whence you entered life and took your first star fixed breath. At 19 years of age we are ready for the most intimate window of blessing in a whisper, that our Angels have waited to share with us.

But just at this point, when we are still unsure of our thinking, our understanding of ourselves as spiritual beings, confused by the ghetto, the false patriotism that is spouted by military recruiters and the lies of the church and the failed insights of priests and community and congregations alike, at this sensitive point in our biographies, we are least likely to pay heed to the faint and potent indicators that our Angels have kept sacred for just this moment in our incarnation.

We can mostly recognize that our parents education has 100% failed to even comprehend the rhythms that lie in every human biography, these so called adults who are supposed to prepare the ground for you, well they have never even bothered to concern themselves with the universal details of each human biography. For it is with everyone, without exception, females and males alike that at around about 19 the moon’s first node opens the first flickering light that illuminates the inner world of what you sought to become and what you seek to learn in this earthly incarnation.

The meeting with this inner direction that applies only to you and your biography will come back every 19 years. The nineteenth, thirty-eighth, fifty-seventh, and seventy-sixth years ahead will find you reviewing with your Angel the entire pattern, mistakes and choices that you made in life. It all starts,the first lap of our long journey starts at approximately 19 years of age with our (SEE THIS CLIP) attempting to create a moment in the turmoil of life that opens the eyes of our soul.

Each and every biography has the same numerical patterns and each of these patterns must unfold in each and every biography. The individual events will appear differently with each individual, but the profound lessons arrive on everyone’s doorsteps. I am focusing on only one specific event horizon, around the 19th year, because this is really the hardest and this is the one that sets us off in directions where we can lose our humanity or recover our humanity only later, or send us off on a Forest Gump/Parsifal adventure where we discover the magnificent divine wisdom of the world all by accident.

The Fool is seemingly oblivious to much of life, is often naive, invariably wide eyed and innocent at much of life’s travails, and is someone clearly in dire need of divine protection. And in this respect, the Fool receives it… on a continual basis!

“For example, if Forest Gump is our model, then the Fool is the archetype of an individual honored by several U. S. Presidents, spectacularly successful in both war and in business enterprises, recipient of the benefits of both a loving mother and true, lasting friendships, and overall someone who really does quite well for himself.

“Other representations of the Fool include: 1) Tom Sawyer or Huck Finn ambling along the Mississippi River, carrying their belongings in makeshift satchels — both out to find high adventure and learn life’s lesson first hand, 2) the prodigal son in pursuit of the phenomenon of living, 3) an innocent Parsifal seeking redemption in the Quest for the Holy Grail, while experiencing all the positives and negatives the world has to offer, and/or 4) the wandering prince and minstrel, experiencing the slings and arrows of those who don’t respect or even trust any wandering individual, prince or not. The Fool is the quality in each of us that stirs at the thought of adventure and responds eagerly even to the hint of a new challenge. The Fool wanders in where others fear to go.”

Fools rush in where angels fear to tread

Ignorant or inexperienced individuals get involved in situations that wiser persons would avoid, as in I’ve never heard this symphony and here I am conducting it: well fools rush in where angels fear to tread. It is the opening prelude to our own living gigantic biographical symphony and we are asked to conduct it without ever having grasped the rhythms and patterns in the laws of biography or the laws of music.


Zibby: I sometimes feel like I’m looking down on myself. Like there’s this older, wiser me watching over this 19-year-old rough draft, who’s full of all this potential, but has to live more to catch up with that other self somehow. And, uh, I know I’ll get there. It’s just sometimes I think I want to rush the process, you know? And I don’t know, maybe, um – maybe I thought you were some sort of shortcut. Does that make any sense?

Jesse Fisher: If I wrote you, I would be like, “This is the best rough draft ever.”

We are suddenly thrust in as the conductors and it feels like everyone is watching, the curtain has gone up and here I stand naked, revealed and winging it. Starting with this delicate 18 to 21 year window of our already started lifetime, well we don’t have a clue and our parents have no clue as to what our own little Beethoven symphony will be like. It will have strong dramatic parts, elated and soaring crescendos and cadences, it will have holy uplifting phrases and thundering drums. It will be our own biographies and there is a score and a tonal model for each and every biography just as there are precise laws of music.

Fools rush in, where angels fear to tread
And so I come to you my love
My heart above my head
Fools rush in, where wise men never go
But wise men never fall in love
So how are they to know
When we met, I felt my life begin
So open up your heart and let
This fool rush in

But one of the least prepared regions of the biography appears to be where the blind parents and community and nation, throw our young people to the wolves and cannot consciously, with awareness and alertness, assist the 19 year old and the 20 year old to listen to the highest indications that our unique and sacred Angels will offer us as windows into our own potential. Potentials that we may not have guessed yet or are still waiting to hear… But the indicators are there.
watery emotional Angel

Our own Angels and our higher soul spirit Being will hover around the 19 year old and 20 year old and any of those faint glimmerings will be overwhelmed in the tangle of materialistic intentions of the the parents, the immature and deluded patriotism of relatives and friends and the empty phrases from politicians and meaningless limp mumblings from our local churches. This unsorted out mess is all that makes up the clump of uncooked chaotic cookie dough we call ourselves at 19 (Click Link for Steely Dan ‘Hey Nineteen).

Yet from this entire tangled mess of family and community relationships, we gather our little bag of experience and rush head long into the oncoming traffic. Nothing wakes us up more to our navigational potentials as our own immediate impacts with catastrophic and unyielding reality.

Pregnancy, DUI’s military discipline or our own lack of direction assail us. And, we have to listen very carefully, but we won’t, but we have to listen carefully to the clues as to our own unique and singular direction. We have to listen very carefully from 17 to 20 and watch for the beginnings of our own signs and wonders. These signs and wonders of our own will slowly become our navigational indicators through many of life’s trials.

Sometimes chance and synchronicity or coincidence will throw us a life line and at other times we deliberately have chosen the stubborn, bull headed path of learning everything the hard way. We won’t accept any faint intuitions and insights unless we are sure of the fact that we deserved, earned and won them and soon, before long we find that life is not fair and the undeserving steal and rob from the deserving. But we won’t listen to the little inner voice that speaks to us of how we screw things up all by ourselves. No, we want it the hard way, instead of the miraculous mercurial rich and personal meaning that awakens in our magical intuitions, we want the arbitrary human intellect.

Women have a better capacity for gaining and following the quick mercurial meanings and insights than most men. Women are wired to understand certain sensitive intuitions and nuances that literally blow right by men. Men need to become poets and musicians so that some kind of music can filter into the density of their hearts and weave light patterns, weave mercury’s intuitions through and through so that the tiny slumbering soul can feel intimate meanings, the way women normally can.

And in the long run we learn that our Angel’s are woven of this mercurial substance (see link) of synchronicity, music and intimate patterns of coincidence. This is how we learn the language of the stars in the working of events that happen directly to us and with us but we are too dull to receive the event and open ourselves with rich reflection of thought and communion to our emotions.

It is hard to learn the wisdom of tears and cherish the glow and warmth of laughter that is not mockery. In the long run we see rhythms and patterns weaving clearly within each human biography and they are based on real numbers and real Time points as we grow older. But it all stands before us as a confounded riddle of the Sphinx at 19.

Certainly there will be a teacher or a boss or a coach or an adult or a friend who truly can hear or is near hearing the real whispering of what the higher intentions are of why we truly sought for our life on earth. They are rare but they are there as part of our intimate guides through the chaos of this 19 to 21 year taffy pull of the soul.

If no deep impression comes to us, it means we weren’t listening or we drowned out the intimate sensitivity with mountains of superficial distractions in order not to hear and prove to ourselves that there are no intimate secrets, rather it is all just a ball of meaningless nothings. Existential nihilism in a pretty package of tattoos and flesh.

But none of our sought for answers are going to be merely handed to anyone because at 19 we have gotten used to having everything being handed to us without having to struggle down to the core of our beings to discern our own individual Moral Sovereignty. And that strange term, our Moral Sovereignty is the real life long struggle that is gonna lead us forward through the heights of success and the depths of despair. Our Moral Sovereignty gives us the right to be spiritual beings among other spiritual beings like ourselves.

Moral Sovereignty

“I had not thought about the seriousness of what I was doing when I walked into that recruitment center. Bill Clinton was in office at the time, and his belligerency had always been confined to invading only the most obscure and irrelevant countries in the world in a dilettantish (albeit deadly) fashion. It never occurred to me when I told the recruiter that I wanted to enlist that I was essentially giving my consent to go fight in a future decade-long guerrilla war in a tribal wasteland or to go fight in an urban free-for-all in the desert.

“That’s what really troubled me when I thought about how very close I had come to joining the military; the realization that I would have had to go to war whether I thought it was just or not. I would have voluntarily put myself in a position where other people – people I had never met – would have been able to tell me when and under what circumstances I would have to board a plane or a ship to go kill other people I had never met. And to top things off, those people I had never met who would have the right to tell me when to kill were politicians – the very same slippery scoundrels I had heard lying to me with a straight face my entire life. It was truly bone chilling to realize how close I came to surrendering my moral sovereignty to people I not only didn’t know, but in whom I had no trust to begin with.

“To surrender the ability to decide when and under what circumstances a man will kill other human beings is a serious matter – one that ought not to be taken lightly or entered into as though he is signing a car lease. Indeed, the decision to kill is the most serious moral decision a man can make in his life, which is precisely why he ought not to surrender the decision to anyone under any circumstances. The decision to kill ought not to be surrendered to a man’s wife, to his mother, or to his brother – and it especially ought not to be surrendered to the most mendacious creatures to walk the face of the Earth: politicians. If a man finds himself in a position where he must kill in order to protect himself or his family, he will know what decision he must make, but to kill other human beings just because a politician says so is the height of moral recklessness and irresponsibility.”

It is one thing to grasp slowly the power of Time and the unfolding of Time in ourselves and everyone else, but it is even more critical and imperative to locate the typical and powerful experiences that surround each and every soul as they encounter for the first time, in their own lives, the details and forces that swamp our emotions and rush to rob us of our Moral Sovereignty. Knowing what robs us of our Moral Sovereignty and knowing what it feels like when we have been touched by the Moral Sovereignty at the core of our I AM, at the core of our immortal soul, is learning to cherish shattering, and illuminating inner certainty. This is what our Angel and Higher Being grants us for reclaiming ourselves as Spiritual Beings on the Physical plane.

“I listened intently to the opinions of others about my life’s path when I was young. But it didn’t help me, no matter how well intentioned their advice was, because they couldn’t possibly know the true-path I was here to walk. The only place I found my path was deep in my own body-being, a library of wondrous soul-scriptures awaiting my detection and expression. It was scary to be the one who held the key, but it was also magnificently empowering. At the end of the day, only soul knows the path it is here to walk. You are the sculptor of your own reality. Don’t hand your tools to anyone else.”~Jeff Brown

We derive great pleasure from experiencing the emotional exhilaration of highs and lows on our own little emotional adolescent roller coasters. This constant dysfunctional drama appears to us to be the essence of life. The Big Bong game. Everyone who thrives on being the center of their own and others emotional drama, constantly attract more and more crisis to their being and they become addicted to needing constant depressions and elations just to feel alive and not bored, all the while dragging everyone else into their self created storm tornadoes orbit. We become self-proclaimed petty drama queens requiring constant attention to fill our emptiness.

At this point we see everyone around us who live for the gossip, the trivia, feeding like swollen vampires on the Main Stream Media circus and current trendy comic horror shows and developing cults of fan worship because they cannot find their own Moral Sovereignty and their own moral compass so they suck off pre-packaged pulp fictions.
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We certainly have not been schooled in the reality of how our own Angel’s hover over this delicate period between 18 and 21 because they are on assignment to us, and work in conjunction with and for our higher beings and our star. The very Moon that we carry with us as part of our own biology and biographies, triggers the gateway open at approximately 19 years of age for an intimate meeting. Nobody ever bothered to tell you that there is such a thing as a window into the Angelic world, that opens for a brief period in this age range and opens again and again every 18.6 to 19 years through our entire life path did they?

The Moon Node is the point where the Moon intersects the path of the Sun. Every month the Moon crosses the path of the Sun once on the way up-North Node and once on the way down-South Node. It takes about 18½ years for the Moon Node to return to its birth position. Rudolf Steiner stated that the days and especially the nights around the Moon Node return are the most important ones of our life and that at this time there is a thinning of the veil between the physical and spiritual world.

At 18.6 years our lives have now truly begun and we love to play catch up with how we daringly dive into new emotional and physical challenges and how we extricate or blame everyone else and circumstances when we can’t extricate ourselves from events and are forced to face jail time or having killed someone in a highway accident or got someone pregnant or ended up in a strange country with our limbs blown off, all may or may not happen, but our own uncharted emotional centers have certainly steered us into this. Because we had never heard, never even comprehended such a Freedom nor a complicated concept such as our individual Moral Sovereignty. We could never have guessed that Moral Sovereignty is the central core to the ongoing riddle of Freedom and our Angels.

At the core of the soul is a still eye in the storm that can hear and can listen and can comprehend when suddenly there is some sense of great compassion that seems to well up from nowhere, when suddenly we hear some depth and wisdom in our midst though everyone mocks it. We seem like utter fools if we attempt to follow the path of sincerity against the callousness of the petty cliques of our precarious popularity. Do we know what a true friend really is?

Our normal reaction to any stumbling attempts at truth or depth would be self mockery and envelop ourselves and others in the dumb dull dead zone where everything is mere trivia and tweets and truth is not allowed in to spoil the party. We are in the habit of dealing out sarcasm because it is beyond rare to have anyone insist or see in such delicate ideal moments, a whispered hint from our own Angels who have carried us through countless incarnations through our progress on earth.

Such whispered deep regions of the soul are tender and uncomfortable but we seek them in our most intimate and tender moments in our lovers eyes. Yet it is all around us, from children to the aged, these tender waves of endearments. They float everywhere in around and through us, but we can’t recognize them because they aren’t always tagged and redirected to our own petty selfish gratifications.

Human love and grace burble up and gurgle out everywhere like leaks in a sponge when you press the water out. We just fail to admire it and live for it and cherish it when we see it. Our Angels have such inexhaustible nurturing forces all around them and they stream it towards us at all times.

What it really means, this culmination up to our 19th year and every 19 years on into the future, our thirty-eighth, fifty-seventh, and seventy-sixth years reveals something you were never ever taught to recognize or gain any firm educational insight from. The sad educational reality is that none of those around you ever bothered to search deep enough or grasp human life with the depth of truth and sincerity required for glimpses into how our human biography has clear foundational and literal starry patterns woven into it.


Rudolf Steiner

When Steiner was 18, his father was transferred once again, this time to Inzersdorf. His new location had the advantage of being close to Vienna, and it was decided that Steiner would study at the Technical School there. Although he had leanings toward literature and philosophy, he chose instead to work towards becoming a science teacher. One day on the train to Vienna, he met a man who would have a profound influence on his life. Felix Koguzki was a herb-gatherer who travelled to Vienna regularly to sell his wares. It’s not known how they fell into conversation, but the teenage Steiner soon discovered that this simple, uneducated man had strange experiences like his own, and a deep, personal knowledge of the other worlds. He was the first person with whom he could speak about his spiritual visions, and their talks boosted Steiner’s confidence; more than likely, they also convinced him that he wasn’t crazy. Around the same time, Steiner had an encounter with another individual whose name, unfortunately, has not come down to us. Steiner refers to him only as the ‘Master’.”

“Perhaps I may be permitted to speak from personal experience in this field, for these things have personal associations. Since my nineteenth year I have been continually occupied with the study of Goethe but I have never been tempted to write a factual history of his life or even portray him in the academic sense, for the simple reason that from the very first I felt that what mattered most was that Goethe was still a living force. The physical man Goethe who was born in 1749 and died in 1832, is not important; what is important is that after his death his spirit is still alive amongst us today, not only in the Goethe literature (which is not particularly enlightened), but in the very air we breathe.”

Patrick Swayze

Patrick Swayze gives a very stark example for us to remember his destiny by because from The nineteenth, to the thirty-eighth, and finally to his tragic death at fifty-seven years Patrick Swayze hit every mark the moon and our Angel has to offer. At 19 Patrick met the woman he would love for his entire life, until his death, all through the Hollywood romps and mayhem, Lisa Niemi. (Click and See Tribute LinkAt 19 that unique person from which mighty love stories are crafted came into Swayze’s life.

In 1990 the eternal love story, the film, “Ghost” is released and Patrick made the film in his thirty-eighth year. This is the middle of his destiny. Patrick is given three Angelic windows. At the middle window of his incarnation, he makes the potently directed higher spiritual message film, “Ghost”. This mid-point opens vast opportunities and also reveals the amazing biographical forces that cut short his life at fifty-seven years of age.

At each point Patrick met with potent forces of love in the depths of the world. At 19 the love of his life; At 38 a powerful Angelic tale, about the higher love that exists in TIME; At 57 he closes the brilliant illumination he shed that allowed him to reveal some of the secrets people refuse to even contemplate, but our Angels certainly contemplate. That is that there is a Life after death and that human beings are immortal, eternal beings who participate in vast complex layers of reality along with our Angels. Our Angels live in the direct biographical score and symphony of our destinies. They are the ones that allow the invisible to surface up from the depths of our being. This is not taught in school (Click Interview with Barbara Walters). These things are not prepared or outlined for our immature comprehension, so we stumble blindly into destiny events that with any amount of understood preparation or illumination, may have given us clearer choices.

Carl Jung

Carl Jung went through a region of his psyche that normal people and education are terrified to admit exists. All that Jung experienced privately he hid in a book called his Red Book (SEE LINK). Jung entered this dark forest at his second Moon node, at 38 years old. “…in 1913, Jung, who was then 38, got lost in the soup of his own psyche. He was haunted by troubling visions and heard inner voices. Grappling with the horror of some of what he saw, he worried in moments that he was, in his own words, “menaced by a psychosis” or “doing a schizophrenia.” Finally this hidden RED BOOK of Carl Jung’s is about to be published. Where we can see clearly that below the surface of psychology there is a vast spiritual part of our nature which is never addressed. Carl Jung was called into this region by his own higher nature. If he was to stand before humanity and pursue the depth of spiritual experiences, his Angel let him have a few to see how he felt about it. The infamous RED BOOK of Jung’s reveals vast unexplored areas of the human psyche.

Gerard Wagner

Gerard Wagner Anthroposophical Painting School at 19 hears of Rudolf Steiner

Having painted at the Royal Academy of Art in London,
Gerard Wagner, in 1926 at 20 years of age, made his way
to Dornach for a conference. There he met his destiny
and chose to stay. He had realised that a new impulse was needed for painting child of destiny physical etheric astral I am manas budhi atma by wagnerand so, for two years, did not paint.
In 1928, he began working with Henni Geck. When
he reflected on the Nine Nature Sketches by Rudolf Steiner,
he asked, “How does the colour come to these forms?
He then spent the rest of his life immersed in this question.

Sergei Prokofieff

Sergei Prokofieff 116 January 1954 – 26 July 2014

“Sergei Prokofieff once told me how sad he was when in his nineteenth year the poetic inspiration that had accompanied him for such a long time suddenly ceased. He was distraught. The voice of the verses went silent although he briefly tried to continue writing. Then, around the time of his first moon node, he decided out of the most profound depths of his soul not only to read the writings of Rudolf Steiner but also to choose anthroposophy as the central task of his life and his destiny. With this, his biography changed: “Only when the decision had been made and I experienced with full force that my life had received new meaning and purpose was I led out of my original lonely condition by the guidance of my destiny—I was taking the first steps to serve those ideals consciously which had previously lived below the surface in my soul and which now had become for me fully conscious reality thanks to spiritual science.”  Dr Peter Selg

Texas A&M Freshman Quarterback Johnny Manziel Wins Heisman

“When Manziel was named the winner of the 78th Heisman Trophy, making him the first freshman to do so, his mouth was agape, his eyes bugged in shock. The grin returned when he picked up the trophy and kissed the top of it.”

In Johnny Manziel, in his 19th year, at the moment when the Angel of every human being celebrates the arrival  of our 19th year on Earth, Johnny’s Angel torched like a mighty Promethean spark.At 19 years of age Johnny Manziel 1

Every Angel makes many attempts, numerous attempts to rouse and awaken us. We generally remain unconscious of these attempts made by our Angels. However the powerful and bright Etheric Light that overshadowed, or illuminated Johnny Manziel from within, lit up, for a bright season, everyone’s inward spiritual eyes.

In this moment, when a human being is NINETEEN and suddenly in the spotlight of the world, just when the gateway to the Angelic World is most brilliant, Johnny Manziel burst forth, and all his etheric forces were vividly illuminated.

Every NINETEEN YEARS all our stars line up in such a way that not only do our own Angelic Beings that guide and nurture each of us, become most intimate for us, but at that precise moment Johnny Manziel entered his 19th year.

In 2012, the stars, Manziel’s etheric body, the national spotlight and millions of eyewitnesses observed, or could have observed and in some cases did observe, Chiron, the Centaur and mentor of heroes shining with brilliant etheric illumination through Johnny Football. (CLICK LINK study in Texas A&M and Johnny Manziel) The Angel Being that helped build the Etheric body of Johnny Manziel, rayed forth with such dexterity, agility and lightness of foot, that the whole western world was amazed at what we saw.

Angelic revelations, synchronization of magnificent human and spiritual events will not be repeated in exactly the same way again. Heraclitus said: “You cannot step into the same river twice, for fresh waters are ever flowing in upon you.”

It was 2012 and the Angel of Johnny Manziel flared out, if Angels could shout, we certainly all heard the powerful, reverberating shout of a magnificent 19 year old.Yes, the bright and youthful forces of our Angels will continue to illuminate and shine for most souls during their 19th year and for each and everyone of us, through our thirty-eighth, fifty-seventh, and seventy-sixth year, every 19 years through our entire earthly biographies.

Frederick S. Oliver

Oliver was born in Washington D.C. in 1866 and came to Yreka, California, with his parents when he was two years old. Yreka is just north of Mount Shasta, a huge dormant volcanic peak in Northern California.

Oliver started to write this book at the age of 18. 6 years, in 1883-4, while surveying the boundaries of his family’s mining claim. He found himself writing uncontrollably in his notebook.

He ran home in terror, where he sat down and let his hand write. These automatic writing spells continued for several years; he would write a few pages at a time. He completed writing this book in 1886, (writing feverishly from 19 to 20) and died at the age of 33 in 1899.

The book deals with deep esoteric subjects including karma and reembodiment and describes Phylos’ final incarnation in 19th century America where his Atlantean karma played itself out. In that incarnation (as Walter Pierson, gold miner and student of Adepts) he travelled to Venus (Hesperus) in a subtle body while his physical form remained at a temple inside Mt Shasta. Describing his experience with the Hesperian Adepts, Phylos relates many wonders including artworks depicting three dimensional hologram scenes that appeared alive.

In a detailed personal history of Atlantis and 19th century North America, Phylos draws the threads of both lifetimes together in familiar and initiatic terms revealing equally their triumphs and failures and exposing the cause and effects of karma from one lifetime to another. His life story is written in personal testimony of the law: “whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap” and as a warning to this technological age to not repeat the mistakes of the past which lead to the cataclysmic destruction of Atlantis (“Poseid, queen of the waves”).

Lory Smits The First Eurythmist

Lory Smits father dies when she is 17. A destiny incision cuts deeply into any child, teenager or adult when someone near to us crosses the Threshold of Death. A year later, when Lory is 18.6 years old  and heading into her 19th year Rudolf Steiner placed the young forces of Eurythmy into her hands. Lory Smits was the first Eurythmist at 19 years of age.

“It was an interesting destiny that led a young German girl of eighteen to become the pioneer eurythmist instead of a somewhat older Russian painter who was, without realizing it at the time, given the opportunity. For many years Rudolf Steiner had carried within him the impulse for creating eurythmy, but the need for it had not yet become so apparent as it was later. So when Margarita Woloschin, after hearing a lecture on the Gospel of St. John, was asked by Steiner if she could dance the Prologue to the Gospel, she replied that ”one can dance anything that one feels.”

“Lory’s parents had been theosophists for many years, and Steiner used to visit them when he went to Düsseldorf. Then the father suddenly died in November 1911, whereupon Steiner sent his widow a telegram of condolence. Having an unbounded faith in him she paid a visit to him in Berlin to consult him about the future of her eldest daughter Lory, who would have to support herself soon because the death of her father had left the family in straitened circumstances. When he asked Frau Smits what her daughter was planning to do she told him that Lory was interested in either gymnastics or dancing, whereupon Steiner replied that he could teach her ”something of the kind,” but based on ”theosophical foundations,” as Lory was to tell the story in later years. Frau Smits then asked him a question regarding the possibility of making rhythmic movements which would have the effect of strengthening the etheric forces. Thus encouraged, Steiner without more ado gave Frau Smits the first exercise for Lory, but neither she nor her mother had at the time any idea where this would lead. In this case, therefore, it was not the asking of a crucial question that led to a new initiative in Anthroposophy so much as a clear opportunity that presented itself just at the right moment.

“During the course of 1912 Lory made very great progress in the numerous preliminary exercises that Steiner gave her at the beginning of the year, and it was clear to him that she was indeed specially gifted for the task he had in mind for her. Often she did everything correctly from instinct, but it was also necessary to teach her to do all the movements consciously so that she could later teach others. All this instruction Steiner had to give to her at odd moments when he was in Düsseldorf or wherever Lory and her mother were available to work with him, but the need for eurythmy became specially visible in August 1912 when the third Mystery Drama, The Guardian of the Threshold was to be presented in Munich. In this drama Luciferic and Ahrimanic spirits appear on the stage. Rudolf Steiner had to tell the performers how to make movements in keeping with the character of these beings, but this was not at all the same thing as being able to show in eurythmy the forms that belonged to their speech.

“It was therefore almost at once after the August performance of The Guardian of the Threshold that Rudolf Steiner gave Lory the first indications for the vowels, and followed this up by asking her and her mother to go to Basel, where he was soon to lecture on the Gospel of St. Mark. There, in September, 1912, in a small suburban room with too much furniture, eurythmy was at last brought fully to birth.”

Percy Bysshe Shelley at 18 1/2 and 19 year Angel Intersection (Click Link)

Naughty 19 Percy B. Shelley 2What we have here are the Poet Warriors of the new Consciousness Soul of the Michael School arriving early, preparing the ground for Woodstock, Spirituality and mining the depths of the distant Future Seed Kernels buried in the Psyche of Humanity. That is what Spirits who have known each other before birth do. They find each other on Earth, they incarnate in an Archangelic Folk-Spirit and try to find each other. Keats, Shelley, Byron, Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley, all tipped, touched and breathed in the impulse they brought with them from the Spiritual World. Nobody teaches the Science of Angels and how to recognize and discover our Karmic Groups and Karmic family and Karmic Companions.

Their Angels around the 19 year old threshold of the first Moon Rhythm gathered them together as a group. All three had known each other before they incarnated. Their Angels had known that from the Michael School they had rich capacities to see into the depths of the future through Language and the Word. The Spirit of Language and the Consciousness Soul , the Archangel of the English Language Folk-Soul triangulated themselves with Byron-Shelley and Mary Wollstonecraft into a powerful Karmic group devoted to the WORD.

“An incendiary lost poem by Percy Bysshe Shelley, in which the young poet attacks the “cold advisers of yet colder kings” who “coolly sharpen misery’s sharpest fang … regardless of the poor man’s pang”, was made public for the first time in more than 200 years on Tuesday.Naughty 19 Percy B. Shelley 1

“Shelley was just 18 and in his first year at Oxford University when he wrote his Poetical Essay on the Existing State of Things. The 172-line poem, accompanied by an essay and Shelley’s notes, was written in support of the Irish journalist Peter Finnerty, who had been jailed for libelling the Anglo-Irish politician Viscount Castlereagh.

“Shelley was expelled from Oxford after publishing his pamphlet The Necessity of Atheism. He would go on to elope with Harriet Westbrook, the 16-year-old to whom the Poetical Essay is “most respectfully inscribed”. In 1813, he privately published his poem Queen Mab, eloping the next year with the 16-year-old Mary Godwin, daughter of Mary Wollstonecraft and William Godwin. In 1818, Shelley and Mary moved to Italy, where he wrote works including Prometheus Unbound, To a Skylark, The Masque of Anarchy – a scathing response to the Peterloo massacre and A Defense of Poetry, the great prose work in which he argues that “poets are the unacknowledged legislators of the world”.

“This is someone who from a young age – he wrote the [Poetical Essay on the Existing State of Things] when he was 18 – in spite of his position in the class system, chose to champion the poor, the exploited, the oppressed and the victimized,” said Rosen.”

Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley at the intersection with her Angel 19 years old uncovers one of the buried Monsters hidden in the deep Psyche of Humanities Future (Click Link)

Naughty 19 Mary Shelley at 19 years old writes FRANKENSTEIN“In the summer of 1816, nineteen-year-old Mary Wollstonecraft Godwin and her lover, the poet Percy Shelley (whom she married later that year), visited the poet Lord Byron at his villa beside Lake Geneva in Switzerland. Stormy weather frequently forced them indoors, where they and Byron’s other guests sometimes read from a volume of ghost stories. One evening, Byron challenged his guests to each write one themselves. Mary’s story, inspired by a dream, became Frankenstein.

“When I placed my head upon my pillow, I did not sleep, nor could I be said to think… I saw — with shut eyes, but acute mental vision — I saw the pale student of unhallowed arts kneeling beside the thing he had put together. I saw the hideous phantasm of a man stretched out, and then, on the working of some powerful engine, show signs of life, and stir with an uneasy, half-vital motion. Frightful must it be; for supremely frightful would be the effect of any human endeavor to mock the stupendous Creator of the world.

“…I opened mine in terror. The idea so possessed my mind, that a thrill of fear ran through me, and I wished to exchange the ghastly image of my fancy for the realities around. …I could not so easily get rid of my hideous phantom; still it haunted me. I must try to think of something else. I recurred to my ghost story — my tiresome, unlucky ghost story! O! if I could only contrive one which would frighten my reader as I myself had been frightened that night!

“Swift as light and as cheering was the idea that broke upon me. ‘I have found it! What terrified me will terrify others; and I need only describe the specter which had haunted me my midnight pillow.’ On the morrow I announced that I had thought of a story. I began that day with the words, ‘It was on a dreary night of November’, making only a transcript of the grim terrors of my waking dream.”

Emanuel Swedenborg

Emanuel Swedenborg 1688 to 1772 was a brilliant scientist until his 57th year. “His studies of man in works on the animal kingdom, the human brain, and psychology were published before 1747, when he resigned his post and gave himself to the contemplation of spiritual matters, especially to the work of making clear to mankind the true inner doctrines of the divine Word as he claimed that they were revealed to him by direct insight into the spiritual world after “heaven was opened” to him in 1745. Visions and communication with spirits and angels…” Here Swedenborg leaps into a totally different world of insight after having made a brilliant and solid reputation for himself in the non-mystical sciences. Swedenborg had all his windows thrown open at the time of his 57th year. The latent forces of his inner biography burst forth and turned this sober and down to earth thinker and practical scientist into a human being who talked directly to the Angels in the planetary spheres.

The riddle of Swedenborg is a peculiar and incredible knot of Karma and destiny which Swedenborg carried with him. For those of us who are esoteric students, we have been introduced clearly to the revelation that after John the Baptist was beheaded, he became the hovering and inspiring group soul of the Disciples. In St. Ignacio de Loyola an immense riddle of karma and destiny, slams into Swedenborg. St. Ignacio de Loyola hovered over the Jesuits in the same way John the Baptist hovered over the Disciples. Swedenborg had no idea that the forces he had acquired in his incarnation as St. Ignacio de Loyola, would give him such a heightened power of perception and then in his 57th year, blast the doors of his perception open. However the flaws in his higher vision can only be found, richly elaborated, in this reference. “Swedenborg’s Power of Vision”, by Rudolf Steiner, Dornach, 12 September 1915 [From anthroposophic News Sheet, 7th year, No. 14, 2 April, 1939]. If you are clever you can follow up on that indication.

Patient “RN” phantom limb syndrome 18.6 years

Her name doesn’t matter. In their science paper describing her case, her doctors call her “RN” to protect her privacy. It’s her hand that has them thinking. Its truncated shape is often associated with thalidomide, a drug used during pregnancies in the 1950s and 1960s; RN, now in her late 50s, may have been a thalidomide baby. Born unlucky, she got unluckier. When she was 18, she had a car accident so severe that it was necessary to amputate, and ever since she has had a stump where her right hand used to be.

This particular biographical example brings up a subject that has to do with THE ETHERIC BODY, the vital formative shape body that sustains our physical body. The issue here is partly the karmic event of a severe traffic accident at 18.6 years. But the real shattering discovery is something only Spiritual Science can help us with. Patient “RN” becomes an example of  Phantom Limb Syndrome (see link).

We find that young people blasted in Wars or having met some severe trauma with a loss of limbs who found themselves with an enormous plate of questions of Why, What, How?  We can examine something of the karmic event that shadowed patient “RN”. The enormous secret that she was chosen to reveal has to do with the deepest secrets of our human Etheric body. Medical Science thinks our brains produce this kindled feeling of Phantom Limbs. That is not quite true. It is that each of us have an Etheric Body that is our so called lymphatic system, which sustains our actual human physical form.

It becomes enormously important therefore, in the destiny of patient “RN” that the secrets of the Etheric Body and the magnificent etheric healings described in the Bible actually impact the dumbfounded world of materialistic medical science. It is a shattering experience and documented for us to see. To Study the Etheric Body with some intensity and the events of how Christ performed certain miracles dealing with the Etheric Body, you may (CLICK THIS LINK). In one example cited in this Etheric Body study we find that Christ performed a miracle on a human being who was 38 years of age.  The sign or miracle was given in the healing of the man 38 years in his infirmity, at the pool at Bethesda.

At 18/19 years of age, nobody expects any of us to understand the riddles that impact us with such force.  This study has to do with the science of human biography. However the riddles behind human biography reveal a great deal more. So in this case we have a very karmically unfortunate human being, patient “RN” who finds herself facing even a more difficult riddle. Now these riddles are all intertwined within our individual human biographies. However, our human biographies have mathematical rhythms that go down to the deepest mysteries of our incarnations.

The Foundations of Bethesda and the 38 year Rhythm in Biography

Walter Reed Army Medical Center in Bethesda, Maryland

(John 5:1-17)

The Gospel of John described a miracle in which Jesus healed a man who had been crippled for 38 years. As explained in John 5:1-4, Jesus met the man, after traveling to Jerusalem for one of the Jewish festivals, at the pool of Bethesda, a place that people went to in the hopes of being healed of their ailments.

As explained in the Gospel of John:

One who was there had been an invalid for thirty-eight years. When Jesus saw him lying there and learned that he had been in this condition for a long time, he asked him, “Do you want to get well?”

“Sir,” the invalid replied, “I have no one to help me into the pool when the water is stirred. While I am trying to get in, someone else goes down ahead of me.”

Then Jesus said to him, “Get up! Pick up your mat and walk.” At once the man was cured; he picked up his mat and walked.

The day on which this took place was a Sabbath, and so the Jewish leaders said to the man who had been healed, “It is the Sabbath; the law forbids you to carry your mat.”

But he replied, “The man who made me well said to me, ‘Pick up your mat and walk.’ ”

So they asked him, “Who is this fellow who told you to pick it up and walk?”

The man who was healed had no idea who it was, for Jesus had slipped away into the crowd that was there.

Later Jesus found him at the temple and said to him, “See, you are well again. Stop sinning or something worse may happen to you.” The man went away and told the Jewish leaders that it was Jesus who had made him well.

So, because Jesus was doing these things on the Sabbath, the Jewish leaders began to persecute him. In his defense Jesus said to them, “My Father is always at his work to this very day, and I too am working.”

Dzhokhar Tsarnaev

Naughty 19 dzhokhar tsarnaevThis entire sequence of events that brought this particular 19 year old into the custody of the FBI is a glaring example of the manufactured, in plain sight, lies, staged events that reveal the governments, that is the United States governments patsies and poisonous campaign of lies.

The events in Boston were staged to show how a city, BOSTON, would behave under Martial Law. A study was being conducted in a state that, first of all the Revolution of THE BOSTON TEA PARTY, and the dawning of how America was to fall into fascism and what a police state needed if it was to invade entire cities and secure them, had to have a MEDIA EVENT to justify the covert operation. A place where the red blooded patriotism of America would, with machine precision fall in line with any staged assault, on red blooded American Boston. This was a wholly staged, manufactured, illegal false flag event produced by actors hired to dramatize an event with the caveat, for back-up and justification, Two Patsies in Place to make it look real.

In the eye of the storm there were two brothers, who absolutely did not set the bombs off. (Click Link) The older brother Tamerlin Tsarnaev was caught, stripped naked, put in a police car, stabbed, shot, eviscerated, and murdered by the special forces, the Boston Police and the FBI.APTOPIX Boston Marathon Explosions Suspect He was never meant to stand trial, he was brutally murdered while handcuffed, naked in a police car. His younger brother Dzhokhar, a 19 year old, caught in the crossfire of a massively staged media event. The FBI had chosen their patsies and had them under surveillance. The FBI researched their Russian backgrounds and by deliberately staging the events in Boston, in order to create an event that could be sold as Real to Boston and the United States in order to serve the Ahrimanic Monsters that have taken command of the United States.

There in the cross-hairs, the 19 year old is hunted in Boston, after knowing they murdered his brother in cold blood, after stripping him naked, knowing that the Ahrimanic Authorities never intended for the older or the younger brother to survive and go to trial, they were to be murdered while trying to escape capture. Here we have not only a miscarriage of Justice, an evil executed and directed against two individuals that had been under surveillance by the FBI, and being prepared to be set-up as the easily blamed, easily manufactured Terrorists that were needed to justify the entire Boston Charade, but also evoking the salivating salacious American mob mentality, whipped to a frenzy for a hanging.

“On April 15, 2013; it was said that two pressure cooker bombs went off at a relative distance away from one another. After investigation conducted under the FBI, two suspects were named. A manhunt pursued that lead to Suspect #1, Tamerlin Tsarnaev being killed without the chance of a fair trial. While Suspect # 2, Dzhokhar Tsarnaev was under custody, his Miranda Rights were not read to him in a timely manner and his repeated requests for a lawyer were ignored. Dzhokhar Tsarnaev is a US Citizen and the grounds in which his custody was handled under the authorities was unconstitutional. Furthermore false information pertaining to this event was released via the media.Therefore We The People, ask that a fair trial ensues investigating the truth and Dzhokhar Tsarnaev be released.”

A Kangaroo Court, sponsored and approved by the American Brainwashed Public is allowing this miscarriage of injustice to take down an innocent 19 year old, erasing his destiny, using his incarnation and personality to represent the poster child of Patsieism. Creating Patsies for accelerating the agenda of Ahrimanic Fascism in the United States has become a way to create scary poster children, strange looking foreign types, who may be Russian, Arab or speak with an accent, who have their I AM, their incarnation, and the truth of their lives, destroyed and replaced by an absolutely Manufactured Ahrimanic Lie.

This particular innocent 19 year old is a victim in this incarnation of a season of evil that the United States of America is consciously and deliberately producing to brainwash the public and have people willingly abide by decisions of false, evil military tribunals, martial law police state monsters and propelled by Political Evil human beings, hiding behind Ahriman’s Power bid. Yet the International Karma and Face of Dzhokhar Tsarnaev at the first stage of his Biographical Moon Rhythm of 19 years has torn his identity from him and cast him into the manufactured terror suspects of Ahriman’s War with Humanity. In other words a 19 year old human being who is a martyr to Ahrimanic madness.

Sergeant Joseph Hickman two biographical moments 19 and 38

The Secret of Torture at Guantanamo and patterns in Angelic rhythms

“Army Staff Sergeant Joseph Hickman and men under his supervision have disclosed evidence in interviews with Harper’s Magazine that strongly suggests that the three prisoners who died on June 9 had been transported to another location prior to their deaths. The guards’ accounts also reveal the existence of a previously unreported black site at Guantánamo where the deaths, or at least the events that led directly to the deaths, most likely occurred.

Secrets of Men and Angels

“One of the new guards who arrived that March was Joe Hickman, then a sergeant. Hickman grew up in Baltimore and joined the Marines in 1983, at the age of nineteen. When I interviewed him in January at his home in Wisconsin, he told me he had been inspired to enlist by Ronald Reagan, “the greatest president we’ve ever had.” He worked in a military intelligence unit and was eventually tapped for Reagan’s Presidential Guard detail, an assignment reserved for model soldiers. When his four years were up, Hickman returned home, where he worked a series of security jobs—prison transport, executive protection, and eventually private investigations. After September 11 he decided to re-enlist, at thirty-seven, this time in the Army National Guard.”

Film Study of Biographical Karma at 19 year Moon Node

` Wasabi ‘ , a film directed by Gerard Krawczyk and more importantly written by Luc Besson ( ` The Professional ‘ , ` The Fifth Element ‘ ‘ANGEL -A’) deals directly with this 19 year old moment where sudden karmic shocks collide. This NINETEEN year old moment is the plot of the entire film, (CLICK HERE).  In my own biography at 19 I wrote an off-off B’way play called “The Fifth” it premiered and was reviewed in 1970. It was all about the FIVE ELEMENTS which later Luc Besson brought forth his film titled, “THE FIFTH ELEMENT”.  You can examine some of the reviews and historical moments of my own plays (HERE).

CLICK ON PICTURE BELOW to view a streaming short, very short video.It is worth it to note, when I was 19 years of age, from the plethora of NYC commercials that were being planned and produced, at my NINETEENTH year I was struck by the theme and the DESTINY EVENT SIGNATURE that came to meet me from arbitrary, randomness of the world. But from my limited vantage point at 19, I did not know what to make of it. I didn’t have the tools yet to discern the exquisite precision and symbolism of how to read the script of human biography.

I had no idea at 19 that by 21 years of age I would be at the School of Spiritual Science, the location for study of the modern Grail Sciences and home of the new Michael Knighthood training that was established in Dornach, Switzerland. At 19 the Quest, the Knightly purity of purpose, the history of Arthur and the Grail weren’t anywhere on my radar.

Up to that point there was no mention from my family or my education of any interest or any educational indications that would even vaguely connect to Parsifal or the quest and marriage of our higher faculties of Soul and Spirit to a symbolic Princess or higher spirit being known as ANTHROSOPHIA.

Nothing lurked in my subconscious save some Walt Disney fairy tales that at 19, being a sub-average American, with no knowledge of Wagner and no one I had ever encountered in my limited 19 years on Earth ever even mentioned Knighthood. And am pretty sure this was long before Monty Python as well.

The commercial (which is worthwhile to view as an example of the calling card of Michael and Sophia that might appear absurd or ridiculous) was part of the strange ways that DESTINY and our Higher Being shines a light into our hidden biographies.

It was a higher germinal seed that was planted, deftly and strongly in my soul life. Something was hidden there, that World Wisdom knew, that I certainly didn’t know was waiting deep inside me. I had no idea, at age 19, that the germinal seed planted in my soul, before my incarnation, would blossom upwards and send me to England and send me on my way to the Goetheanum. CLICK ON PICTURE BELOW.

Knighthood and Lays

I found Luc Besson much later in my own biography and since then I have gained some respect for the themes he has chosen.  “Angel-A” “Wasabi” and “The Fifth Element” are themes which we have both shared a similar interest in. “Wasabi” is a fast paced witty look into the meeting of two karmic forces that are covered in the age ranges that we are studying in this essay. In particular how the 19 year old rhythm impacts us at 19 and how we learn to resolve a karmic shock at different points in our biographies.

Exceptions to the Rule

Joan of Arc

Joan of Arc was 19 years old when she was burned at the stake. ” at her execution in Rouen, France she was 19. Her life dates were 1412-1431.”  Grasping something clearly in biography is understanding exactly when Joan of Arc was absorbed into the arms of her Angelic companions at the age of 19. In Joan of Arc’s case, we can clearly examine that Joan of Arc experienced the mighty forces of her spiritual mission with France, as a preliminary reality in the womb of her mother where Joan experienced the Holy Nights, just before she was born on Jan 6, Epiphany.

This is the exception to the rule, please don’t try this at home kids, it still meant that the Angelic world, which we encounter in slow biographical rhythms, was in Joan of Arc’s case brought to a 19 years on Earth conclusion in a fiery process that was laced with all of the deceptions and torments and lies that would normally have to be faced in the length of the entire biography.  Joan of Arc met all of them in one fell swoop, in a deed that served the Archangels and every future soul who would speak the French language who were yet unborn but destined to experience karma in France, all this was placed on a young girl’s shoulders by 19.  This was a unique and special circumstance brought about in cooperation between the Etheric Christ and Michael the Archangel. This is the reverse of that which is the normal pattern of biography and cannot be sought abstractly but must come about due to divine intentions placed into an individual soul.

So in order to think through the difference in a normal biography, Joan’s biography presents us with a  reversal of arriving at 19 and completing a powerful merging with one’s Angel. In an abnormal sense, Joan of Arc arrived at 19 and finished and completed her spiritual task in life. This differs from the normal biographical patterning where we start our ripening and maturing process, our individualization, at 19 and continue at intervals of  our thirty-eighth, fifty-seventh, and seventy-sixth years.

Joan completed and was embraced by her Angel and the Angelic world in a horrific and a mighty fire process of the Soul and Spirit.  The difference is that Joan of Arc was already destined, prepared, and  had chosen to intervene and do something that changed the entire Language and Archangel community and was spear headed by the Archangel Michael to penetrate the specific will substance of Joan of Arc.

Yet from our first baby teeth, to acquiring our own first grader teeth, to later when we gain puberty, all along the path, our biology and our intimate stars unfold our biographies until we approach our first moon node at approximately 18/19 years. We all follow the same rhythm patterns through the years and the only difference is to what depth and what self understanding we are able to grasp the lessons that we are being handed. The rule is that we have sought all the lessons that will come towards us. We have sought these very unique events that will impact us at specific moments in time.

These Moon incursions where our Angels come close to us
, have long since disappeared from even a snickering of lip service. Nobody cares. Materialism rules and the science of ourselves as Spiritual Beings along with our higher family, the Angel community, has vanished from any sincere considerations.

Every 19 years our own little personal windows open up “…reflecting the synchrony between cosmic patterns and the rhythms active in the unconscious self. Thus the outer cosmos is synchronized with one’s own time organism, which was karmically composed during one’s pre-birth descent through the spirit and soul worlds. We can therefore expect such points to be strongly flavored by our karmic purposes.

“Moon nodes are points where the future breaks into the present; they can be quite dramatic….. A glance at the span between 18 and 19 shows that many young people experience a breakthrough – the meeting of an idea, or ideal, or special person – or experience a loss. The first complete node may well reveal the emergence of an altered sense of self that is a higher octave…” of the soul than previously experienced in our normal family settings.

Now for a typical experience of where we stand as we come through the Angel oracle of our 19th to 21st year, we stand at the threshold of becoming university students and pressured from all points including from within ourselves to make something of ourselves or fall into our own 24 hour stupid stupor of fun and frolic like we never had before.

One of the brief best challenges to this segment of life is the film, “Lions for Lambs“. Yes force yourself to really recognize the real stern challenges and choices that will now propel you into your untracked and untapped life and before you have even managed to recover from your 12th hangover in a month, you will find that life and destiny and your stupor will propel you toward the dawn of your character.

Disposing of our character and hiding in the herd are presented in “Lions for Lambs” by a significant teacher played by Robert Redford. Look at the experiences presented in this film very carefully because the sobering truths are part of our standard Rites of Passage during this portion of our biographies.

“There are two primary arguments that are being debated in the film. Argument A is presented by Senator Jasper Irving (played by Tom Cruise) who wants to initiate a new plan of long term sustainability in the Middle East with the highly visible American troops lingering around. The experienced television journalist Janine Roth (played by Meryl Streep) compares his plan to that of the Roman Empire, but he disagrees with her assessment.

“Argument B is presented by collegiate professor Dr. Stephen Malley who is trying to convince an underachieving student that the future of the country rests in the hands of the next generation. In his argument he presents the true fact that a large portion of the volunteers that join the ranks of the American military are recruits from the lower economic classes and the American ghettos. Within the same breath he points out the fact of complacency from the privileged youth, such as the underachieving student, who feels comfortable with his current status in life and doesn’t feel obliged to take a strong stand for his personal beliefs. In both arguments there are two players who are either arguing for his or her side or trying to disprove the argument of their opponent.”

Hierarchical Rank Domain

Angels – Individuals
Archangels – Folk
Archai – Time Periods
Exusiai and above – Forces and Kingdoms of Nature

The Nineteen-Year Cycle

“The 19-year cycle can also be extremely significant. The nineteenth, thirty-eighth, fifty-seventh, and seventy-sixth years bring to many individuals challenges of reorientation of their outlook on life and of their responses to basic factors in their personality. The Moon’s nodes’ cycle lasts 18.6 years and the Metonic cycle of New Moons’ recurrence at the same point of the zodiac lasts 19 years; thus, the close of the nineteenth, thirty-eighth, etc., years is crucial in terms of the soli-lunar factors — that is, of the basic direction of the flow of life energies.”

Ages 9-Fold Being Planet Characteristics Outer Manifestations
0-7 Physical body (Moon) Will Change of Teeth
7-14 Etheric body (Mercury) Intelligence Puberty
14-21 Astral body (Venus) Love Adulthood
21-28 Sentient Soul \
28-35 Intellectual Soul — (Sun) Selfhood (Ego)
35-42 Consciousness Soul /
42-49 Spirit Self (Mars) Speech
49-56 Life Spirit (Jupiter) Thought
56-63 Spirit Man (Saturn) Memory

Nobody expects anyone to easily digest the reality that there is a profound pattern underlying the biographical events of our lives. Certainly at 19 we have had hardly one impressive parent, guardian or friend who opened for us any kind of curious preparation for our unfolding life path.

The fact is, that we probably wouldn’t have listened anyways even if someone or some event had given us a clue. The fact that from every different direction in education no one ever sets the foundations of a vast ordered and deep universe around us that is not some arbitrary alien zone of god awful accidents and lunacy, is the ultimate testimony to the shallowness and cowardliness of the entire educational system.

At 19 rebellion is in order. And we have had no training in understanding and hearing just exactly what we are listening for or exactly what we have a full right to rebel against. But it certainly has to do with society robbing us of the Moral Sovereignty of our rights as Spiritual Beings, because education by and large basically forces that idea clean out of the curriculum.

We are listening inside the deeds, words, thoughts, emotions for that window that opens our souls up. We partially don’t even believe that any soul opens up and that there is no opening up of the intimacies of the soul because there is no soul.

We get a kick, and a high out of winning, or playing fast paced computer games, but this is not where the intersection of insight and intuition opens the soul up. Sometimes it is a friend or lover, where we feel a tug here or there, but the soul and our direct mainline to our intuition, where thinking, emotion and love tag us, is a capacity that has been allowed to stagnate and suffocate in materialism.

But the jumbled together nonsense of facts and materialism and our sexual drives, are only a small sliver of the whole disordered mess we call our society. Yet we are each of us a unique pivotal portion of the whole development of humanity at large and in particular, the living and loving center of our Angel’s deepest concern.

The time is out of joint—O cursèd spite,
That ever I was born to set it right!

We sit, walk, dance, eat, sleep and fart in a potently organized system that includes life after death, reincarnation and a whole new lesson plan that is woven into our very own bodies and biographies. We feel like a mere mass of raw jangling nerves and mood swings, zipping and buzzing flies like thoughts whip through us smelling the dead meat of what education has filled us with.
In the vast world there is a foundational brilliant and encompassing system
. We are the chaotic cores that have never been given the navigational maps, nor pointed to what the Freedom of our thinking and Moral Sovereignty means to the gods themselves.

Instead we are given sitcom and media generated immortal vampires, super heroes and historical jumbled lies, that serve the constant brainwashed masses, instead of legitimacy of our own Angels and our own precise biographical indicators. We are tasked to make order out of this mental and emotional turbulence and find our own center of gravity and our own Moral Sovereignty in this tangled chaotic mess of fumbling and failed human frailties. And we are further tasked to find the clues that restore our own spiritual compass.

Our intuition and our spiritual compass, which is part of the package of our TWELVE Cranial Nerves, our pineal gland and our hearts, will serve us to feel our way along precipices and strange paths that have never been trodden, because they are our own unique paths that only we may trod.

decisions, decisions, decisions

Gradually in the silence of the center of our intuition and our Moral Sovereignty we are faced always with the tangible character and texture of choices laced with nuances and laced with potent soul poisoning demons. We are faced with choices laced with potent awakenings to the hearts of others and mostly to the potent ability in ourselves to look into the abyss and complexity of issues to see our own profound souls reflected in the ever changing pool and swirl of both the sucking whirlpool and the illuminating calm clarity of our Angels Eyes.

Here is a footnote, an addition an addendum to our studies. Here is a supernatural tale that reveals a boys biographical encounter with an elemental being at the age of 18.6. Watch the clip and listen to it carefully(I apologize for the commercial that intrudes ahead of the clip). What we don’t do normally is listen to the tale distinctly enough to hear, when did the event occur. Yes, it happened at that 18.6 year range, but we would hardly ever remember or capture such a detail without help. At 18.6 Years of age a significant event, half in dream consciousness and half in the real world opens the eye of soul of the young 18.6 year old boy. He forgets his encounter at the threshold of both the Angelic and Elemental worlds. But one day he remembers. It is important to realize what our startling encounters with the higher worlds can mean both our biography as reality and tales that hint at wider truths.
Addendum 2
The murder of American 19 year old Furkan Dogan aboard the Mavi Marmara
Addendum 3
An Angel in the House

How sweet it were, if without feeble fright,
Or dying of the dreadful beauteous sight,
An angel came to us, and we could bear
To see him issue from the silent air
At evening in our room, and bend on ours
His divine eyes, and bring us from his bowers
News of dear friends, and children who have never
Been dead indeed,–as we shall know forever.
Alas! we think not what we daily see
About our hearths,–angels that are to be,
Or may be if they will, and we prepare
Their souls and ours to meet in happy air;–
A child, a friend, a wife whose soft heart sings
In unison with ours, breeding its future wings.

James Henry Leigh Hunt


Esoteric Riddles of Biography and the 21 year MARKER (SEE LINK)

Diagram 2

“We are then able to say, that the chief Being who comes into consideration for the present-day man, is the one who has given him the possibility of saying ‘ I ’ to himself, of gradually coming to the consciousness of the ‘ I ’, and we know that this possibility was first given by the Spirits of Form, those Beings whom we call Powers, Exusiai. If we listen to the activity of these particular Beings which they direct to man and ask ourselves what would happen to him if these Beings alone — and of these only those who are in normal evolution, — were chiefly to be active in him, we should find that these are the donors of the ‘ I ’-organization. If we consider them according to their own nature, we find that their chief interest lies in bringing to man his ‘ I ’. But now what these Beings have really to accomplish in man, only actually comes about in the life of present-day man at a certain age; it can only appear at a certain age.

“If you remember what has been said about the education of the child from the standpoint of spiritual science, you will admit that man, in the period between his physical birth and the changing of the teeth, that is up to his seventh year, principally develops his physical body. These Spirits of Form have no particular interest in the development of this physical body, for this is, on the whole, a repetition of what happened to man on the old Saturn, and which has already often been repeated, and which after the last physical birth and up to the seventh year, has for the present been repeated up to last time in a particular way. Then comes the time from the seventh to the fourteenth year, i.e., up to puberty. That too is a stage in which the Spirits of Form take no particular interest; for that is a repetition of the old Sun-period, and the Spirits of Form wished to set to work with their chief activity, that of bestowing the ‘ I ’, only during the condition of the Earth-life. We then come to the third age, which runs its course between the fifteenth and twenty-first or twenty-second year. During this time the astral body, which normally belongs to the Moon-evolution, evolves in man as a repetition. There too, those Spirits of Form who are evolving normally still have no interest in man. So that we must say: the three ages of man which precede the actual birth of his ‘ I ’, which only comes in about his twentieth year, have no direct interest for the Spirits of Form. They only intervene, out of their own nature, one might say, somewhere about the twentieth year of life: so that, if you come to think of it, you will no longer find it very strange, that so far as the actual intentions of the Spirits of Form are concerned, man need only come into existence in the condition in which he is to be found somewhere about his twentieth year. All that is developed in man before that time, is in reality to those Spirits of Form a kind of embryonic state, a sort of germinal condition, and if I may be allowed to speak somewhat metaphorically I might say, that these Spirits of Form who have developed themselves normally would far prefer everything to go on with a certain regularity, and that no one should till then have dabbled in their handiwork. If no one interfered with these Spirits of Form until the twentieth year, then, in the first seven years of his life man would have had the consciousness belonging to the physical body; that as a matter of fact is a very dim state of consciousness such as is possessed by the mineral world. In the second stage, in the time between his seventh and his fourteenth year, he would have a sleep consciousness. From his fourteenth to his twentieth year, he would be very active inwardly, but he would live in a sort of dream-consciousness. Only after this consciousness as a Moon-being, at about his one-and-twentieth year, would man really wake up. Then only would he arrive at the ‘ I ’-consciousness. If he followed a normal development he would only then come out of himself and survey the outer world in that representation of it which is the one familiar to us.

“So you see that in reality, if we only take into consideration the activity of the Spirits of Form, man attains his present-day consciousness much too soon, for you know that in the man of to-day, this consciousness awakes to a certain degree soon after physical birth. It would not awake in the form in which it sees the physical external world clearly and distinctly, if other Spirits who in reality are Spirits of Motion had not remained behind and renounced the development of certain capacities which they could have acquired up to the time of the Earth-evolution if they had not stood still, so that now, during the Earth-evolution, they might be able to intervene in a particular way in the development of man. Because they went through their evolution in a different way, they are in a position to bring to man earlier that which he would otherwise only have acquired in his twentieth year or thereabouts. These, therefore, are spiritual Beings who renounced the possibility of carrying on their evolution normally up to the Earth-evolution, spiritual Beings who might have been Spirits of Motion during the Earth evolution, but who remained at the stage of the Spirits of Form and are now active as Spirits of Form in the Earth-evolution. Thus they are able, during the Earth-evolution, to bestow upon man that which he is not as yet in the least ripe for, having still too much to retrieve from an earlier epoch. They can bestow that which in the normal form of evolution would have only been bestowed at about his twentieth year.

“Thus man comes into existence and receives capacities from the abnormal Spirits of Form, which he would otherwise only receive about his twentieth year. All this has very significant consequences. Just imagine for a moment that this had not occurred. If these Spirits with an abnormal development were not to interfere, then man would only come into consideration, as far as the physical world is concerned, in the condition which is his at about his twentieth year, that is to say, he would have to be born in this condition as a physical being and would have to go through quite different germinal conditions. In fact, through these abnormal Spirits of Form, the evolution of man is transposed into the physical world already from birth on, up to the twentieth year, i.e., by about the first third of our earth life. We must therefore say: The first third of our earth-life is not directed by the spiritual Beings who rule the conditions of the earth, but by other abnormal spiritual Beings; and because these take part in evolution, we therefore do not possess the form we should have if we were born in the condition we are in about our twentieth year. Man must pay for this by passing the first third of his life — the time up to his twentieth year — under the great influence of these abnormal Beings. During the whole period of growth man is in reality under the influence of these abnormal Beings; he has to pay for this when the middle third of his life has passed away, — which on the whole belongs only to the normal Spirits of Form, — in that a descending course, a going-back begins, and his etheric and astral organizations crumble away. So that life is divided into three parts or portions, an ascending third, a middle third and a descending third. Man really only becomes man during his earth life in the middle part, and in the last third he has to give back that which he received during the first, or ascending third; in other words he must repay the corresponding installment. If man had indeed been exclusively given up to the influences of the normal Spirits of Form, all that happens to-day up to his twentieth year would have quite a different appearance, quite a different form. Everything would have happened quite differently, so that all that is connected with the present development of man in the first of his three epochs of life is, on the whole, a premature existence, one that forestalls much that belongs to the later epochs of life. Through this man has become a more material being up to the second epoch of his life than he would otherwise have been. He would otherwise up to that period of his life have gone through purely spiritual conditions, and would have descended to the present material densification only at that period of his development which he goes through in the twentieth, or twenty-first year of his life, when he finds himself bound to the earth. Spiritual Science therefore tells us, that if his development had proceeded in that way, man would really have descended to the earth only in the condition which he now reaches in his twentieth or twenty-first year. He would not have been able to go through the preceding states upon the earth. He would have been obliged to go through them soaring above the earth, around it.

Diagram 2
Diagram 2
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“And now you can understand the whole course of human development through child and youth. You can see, if we take this straight line (B C) as being the earth-path, that the Spirits of Form would have intended man to come down only at this point (twenty, one-and-twenty). Man would have reached the earth only here (B), and he would have ascended again after his fortieth year (C) and would have gone through the last third of his life in a spiritualized state. Through the abnormal Beings man was compelled to descend here (A) and at once take up his life on the earth. That is the secret of our existence.”

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